A/N:

so i know i have alot of stories going on and i am currently stopping bleeding roses and towers bc im having writers block on them. and i was just listen to music and had a suddern urge to write. i thought i was going to write some on CCC but instead the words started to flow and it just came to me so i am going to take towers off my list and CCC because im not yet ready to start those stories. i need to get out of the block and i wont be updating BR for a while bc i have to get through that too. i am just going to work on this. its my little project and its going to good. slightly depressing and upsetting but good. i wasnt sure if i wanted to make it a twilight story or just my own story just i kinda like how i am going with this. so please stay for the ride and im sorry if i disappoint... special shout out to HEATHER! you know who you are =] i adore her and she makes me feel special! so yea all stories on hold except this one. thanks for reading now im going to shutup and get on with it..

btw i strongly suggest that you should listen to nobodys home by avril lavigne bc she gave me the idea and shes just awesome. =]


Title:

NoBody's Home

Preface:

The way she feels…

She wants to go home, go home with him again, be with him by her side, so she won't feel that lonely suffocating agony that takes her when she looks beside her and he is no longer there.

Her only home now is with her dad, her dad that can't even care for his self from his addiction, from his addiction to torturing her with sorrow, for he is the one responsible for death.

She is lost inside, her faith no more; she can't handle the agony that beats her down every day, killing her slowly with the feeling of despair.

He can't help her, even thought he thinks he can, no one can take his loyal place by her side, so he tries to love her, make her whole again, to no avail.

She don't know where she belongs, where she can dry her eyes, she hides her feelings, her dreams she can't find, she's losing her mind slowly and now she has fallen behind.

He watches her make the same mistakes over and over again, killing her inside, he tells her to be strong, open your eyes, find the reasons why, but she rejects, she can't find what has been left behind.

She has no place to go; she's lost her grace, for he is gone from her world.

She's broken inside.


that is just the preface my chapter will be at least 3k words probably more than 5k im trying to do at least 10k for each chapter so they will only be updated like... once every two weeks or something im going to try to do it every other sunday. sorry if im late though.

if this is good then review and yea.. tell me what you want to see. im already on the first chapter.

got the words from avril lavigne.

so yea disclaimer!! for everything except the plot and ideas that i did come up with O.O