A Smile Means A Lot 2 Me
Jades Pov
Today was 1 of the worst days of my life. I just had to go dog sitting with cat...UUGGGGHHH..stupid dog stupid cat STUPID BECK...UGGHHH
for 2 freaking years i wasted my time which i could've used to spend on my future i spent it with stupid freaking Beck. I shouldve known better but deep inside i have a spot for him each time i see him i lose it i dont even have plans anymore..UGH!
Becks Pov
everything is my fault everything i do is wrong...I didnt open the door at 10 i didnt invite her to hang with Robbie and Tori and I when she was sitting alone in the hall ways i made her heart break i gnored her...it feels like if killed her. i miss her but i'm sure she thinks i hate her and i'm very sure she hates me. i was so sad and down but i didnt show no1 how i was feeling but i decited to write her a letter.
Dear Jade,
I'm sorry for everything i know you probably hate me but i dont hate you infact i love you more than i ever did before and i'm broken...Jade i need you in my life even just as friends, but you mean the world to me.I miss the times you would yell at me and then i would kiss you i miss the times when you would break my RV door to get in i miss the times you texted me calling me "Babe" i miss the times when you would hold my hand i miss each and every saturday night we spend together but most importantly i miss having you around. I know i hurt you and im sorry for that i was to busy concentrated on how much we faught that i didnt even realized i was hurting you till now at 8:56pm.i know you are probably gonna stop reading this letter half way so i madee it short. btw i want you to no that im here for you and that im so so so sorry and that i miss you...I miss you with all my heart Jadelyn August West.
Love,
Beck
the next day i slipped the letter to Jades locker.
when she walked to her locker 20mins after, the letter fell when she opened her locker and she bent down and read it.
she smiled and i saw her but then she sat down on the floor and wrote:
I dont care that you love me or not i gave you the chance to open the door and you didnt.I stayed with you for 2 years and you dont think that hurt me? i dont care anymore whats done its done and theres no turning back now. i'm sorry i'm being this way now i do 2 miss those moments we had but like i said whats done is done.i sorry for doing whatever it was i did to make you "Love" me. Oh and one more thing you can have this back.
"Here" she said she gave me a paper i read it quickly i looked at her and she gave me back the necklace we got together she had a "B" and i had a "J" she also gave me the necklace with the clock shaped, shape. She walked away, well tried cuz i quickly pulled her to me and kissed her.
Jade, i'm sorry
save it just know that that was the last one you'll ever get from me, and no i'm sorry for getting involved with you i shoulve known better. she then walked away, i stood there and then i walked away.