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Easy come, easy go
That's just how you live, oh
Take, take, take it all,
But you never give
Should of known you was trouble from the first kiss,

Ya had your eyes wide open
Why were they open?

Hearing about those one night stands hurt Tosh. Owen would come in and say what girl he'd shagged the last night. But remembering the kiss they'd shared on new years was all she kept. But even in her drunken haze she'd realized that his eyes were open and glassy.

Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked,
Cause what you don't understand is

She would do anything for him. Brought him coffee, covered for him and had a never ending supply of days that she could clean his flat. But on one day of cleaning she noticed a photo in the dustbin. Looking in she saw that it was of her and Owen. The very same picture that was on her fridge back in her flat.

I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya
Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby;
But you won't do the same

Toshiko would lay down and die for Owen. No matter what he did she would save him and sacrifice for him. But it didn't take long for her to realize that Owen would be more reluctant to do the same for her.

No, no, no, no
Black, black, black and blue beat me till I'm numb
Tell the devil I said "hey" when you get back to where you're from
Mad woman, bad woman,
That's just what you are, yeah,
You'll smile in my face then rip the breaks out my car

As the hate grew against him when a bottle wine was empty and the day had started in the wee hours of the morning. Notes she wrote to him featured him falling into the pit of hell and meeting the devil. But those drawings were torn up and thrown away as soon as she was sober. It was then that the never ending love would fill her again.

Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash

You tossed it in the trash, yes you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
Cause what you don't understand is
I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya
Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby;
But you won't do the same

He would never love her no matter how much she hoped he would he would never love her. The affair with Gwen proved just that.

If my body was on fire, ooh
You' d watch me burn down in flames
You said you loved me you're a liar
Cause you never, ever, ever did baby..

Their were times when after his death she believed that he would say that he loved her. But he never did. And now laying on the cold floor in her own blood she knew that he knew she was hurt. But he was trying to save the world.

But darling I'll still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya
Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby;
But you won't do the same.
No, you won't do the same,
You wouldn't do the same,
Ooh, you'll never do the same,
No, no, no, no

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