AN: I have never, never, NEVER shared my writing before, because…it just isn't something I do. But I was re-reading this that I wrote ages ago, and thought I've been reading FF for enough time; it was time to grow some (metaphorical) balls
Please review!-compliments are treasured, insults are taken (really) badly. But constructive criticism is (mostly) welcome.
The characters do not belong to me but then if they did, Rachel couldn't have Puck. Because I'd have him
The song is Broken Hearted Girl by Beyonce
Everyone who knew Rachel-and even those who didn't really-knew the best way to talk to her, or send a message, was through music. And the best way she knew how to send a message was to sing it. So none of the glee club were overly surprised when she asked to sing one practice. And they just figured the song was for Jesse-or maybe Finn. So when Puck straightened, eyes glued to her, and she slowly made her way over to him, the gossip mill went crazy. But when they thought about it afterwards, the song made sense in regards to Puck
You're everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could've been
Puck sat up-wait; this wasn't aimed at Douche, or Finn…she was looking at him. If only he knew how this song went, he'd know whether she was permanently dumping him, or saying…yes
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?
You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I'd love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you're the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can't erase
The times that you hurt me, and put tears on my face
Puck winced at that-he never meant to make her cry. He hated making girls cry. Especially pretty ones he was dating and was in lo- no, not that. He didn't believe in that, remember?
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day
And she would be; it didn't matter if he'd lied about being Quinn's baby's father, or told her he didn't want to see her. She knew, somehow, when he needed her, and she was always there. Whether he would acknowledge her or not
I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you
Puck sucked in a breath, the rest of the club finally realising this song wasn't aimed at their newest member, or the boy Rachel had been dancing around all year, but the school manslut. How was this possible?
But let me just say
I don't want to love you in no kind of way no no
His face fell. She didn't like him? But she shook her head in this knowing way, and sang on, moving towards him
I don't want a broken heart
And I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No...No
No broken-hearted girl
I'm no broken-hearted girl
Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I've always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you've got the most respect for me
he did
But sometimes I feel you're not deserving me
he wasn't. But he didn't care. He was selfish; he wanted her
And still you're in my heart
But you're the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
not even counting the slushies…
But I don't complain
Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away
he was not his father
Oh but now I don't hate you
I'm happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day
So…maybe she didn't mind lo-not hating him?
I don't wanna be without you babe
She was smiling now, and moving definitely towards him. He shifted in his seat
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you
she came to a stop in front of him, and he didn't hesitate; he pulled her into his lap, and she wrapped her arms around his neck, singing the rest with her mouth hovering millimetres from his. Fucking torture
And let me just say
I love to love you in all kinds of ways
She'd changed the words. For him, she'd changed the words. He cut the rest of the song off by pressing his lips to hers. Mercedes took over; never one to miss a chance to sing Beyonce.
(oh, woah)
I don't want a broken heart
And I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No, No,
No broken-hearted girl
AN: This is/was a total stand alone, I never meant to go into why/how Puck would ever make Rachel cry. I just really didn't like Jesse, and don't like Finn. Stupidity irks me when its in leading roles.
Also, while I'm here…I'm looking for a Puckleberry fic I read on here and cant find anymore L I know its set at Regionals, and its about Rachel feeling wanted-she tells Shelby that it doesn't make her selfish to want her dads and her, and she needs a mom basically because Jesses is/was a douche, and she likes Puck instead of Finn. Shelby tells her she does want her. And it ends with Puck telling her he wants her too-for totally different reasons