Happiness at Last
Authors note: This was set after Buffy was brought back from the dead in season 6
Knowing how fragile
and unhappy she was, Spike made sure he kept his distance unaware
that he was the only one she had opened up too. Watching her sitting
in the bronze with a fake smile plastered on her face as she listened
to the gang talking and discussing this weeks events. For he could
only guess how hard it must be for her to have to pull herself out of
her own grave from a place she was happy in , to this, a place where
the unspeakable happens , vampires , demons , any form of creature
you could only imagine, that comes after her. One girl. As he
continued watching he suddenly felt a tug on his arm as he turned and
noticed Dawn standing there smiling at him.
"Dance please?
...no one else will" she asked with a slight desperation in her
voice. Looking back at her all he could do was smile at the young
woman who was finally happy for getting her sister back.
"Yea…whatever" He replied trying to sound like he was not
bothered and making his way over to dance with Dawn. Over near the
bar, at a table Buffy quickly glanced to see who Dawn was dancing
with and found herself smiling at how Dawn was trying to get Spike to
dance, which he was making a complete mess of. Not noticing someone
walking up behind her, a hand was placed on her shoulder which made
her jump and turn to see who it was, as shock covered her face.
"Riley…" She stated quietly.
"Hi Buffy …how are you?"
As he questioned sitting down, Buffy frowned suddenly remembering he
didn't know that she died and decided not to say anything.
"I'
m Okay you?" She replied smiling a bit. As they continued talking
Buffy got a slight tingling feeling as if she was being watched, when
she suddenly sensed it. Spike. Of course he would be watching, when
it comes down to men and Buffy he's watching like a hawk. Which was
indeed true as Spike was no longer dancing with Dawn but looking over
at Buffy and Riley talking. As they both got up, Spike turned away as
if he never saw a thing, but Dawn knew otherwise.
"Erm…Dawn,
Riley's going to walk me home I'm tired so you ready?" Buffy
said once she had reached Dawn avoiding complete eye contact with
Spike. Dawn just looked up a little moody.
"Can I stay here
with Spike he can walk me home" She asked smiling at Spike. Buffy
sighed.
"Sure just don't be too long okay" Buffy replied
giving Dawn a little hug then walking off with Riley who was
constantly staring at Spike. As they reached outside Riley stopped
walking and asked.
"You really think you should leave Dawn in
there with him?" He asked. Buffy just nodded first of all.
"He's different he looks after her a lot" She replied as they
both started walking back to her house.
Later on as Spike
and Dawn reached the porch and entered the summers residence, they
found Buffy sitting alone watching TV.
"Hey … were back"
Dawn spoke as she walked into the living room, followed by Spike.
"Hi …nice time?" Buffy asked.
"Yea it was cool …Spike
learnt some new moves" Dawn replied grinning.
"I'm just
going to head up I'm tired" She said kissing Buffy on the cheek
and then hugging Spike before disappearing upstairs.
The room
fell silent as neither Buffy nor Spike spoke. Spike looked over at
her as she was trying her hardest not to look at him.
"Well I
guess I'll be going then" Spike said breaking the ice.
"Yea
ok" Buffy replied looking down fiddling with her hands.
"See
you around then ..." Spike said heading to the door. Buffy stood
up finally looking at him.
"Spike? …" Buffy said walking
over to the door. As he turned back looking right at her in the
eyes.
"Stay" She said, looking back at him, as he nodded and
they both made there way back over to the couch and sitting down.
"So what did solider boy want? … To ask you to come back?"
Spike questioned straight to the point. Buffy looked at him fiddling
with her hands again n smiling.
"Yea something like that"
She answered him.
"Well I don't think he'd like it me being
here" Spike said.
"I
don't care … I told him where to go" She said looking right at
Spike waiting for his reaction. This was a smile of course.
"Sorry" He said stopping himself from smiling. Buffy looked down
slightly smiling herself as it showed he cared about her still.
"It's ok I'm over him, but there is one person that I cant seem
to get over and I don't know what to do about it , maybe I'm
confused with the whole coming back thing … I don't know" She
said shaking her head. Spike looked at her frowning.
"Who is
it?" He questioned a bit annoyed at the fact that there is someone
she likes.
"You" She answered looking up at him teary eyed
and then smiling.
"I can't seem to stop thinking about you
and I just don't know what to do I'm scared because it feels
serious, you're the only one I can connect too, you're the only
one who understands, who loves me ..." she said hoping to get a
good reaction from him. Spike looked back at her, stroking a strand
of hair out of her face smiling.
"Thanks but …you don't
have to be nice because of what I did or the fact that I looked after
...- Spike was cut off and interrupted by Buffy lips firmly pressed
against his as her hands gripped his face. As he pulled away to look
at her, she just smiled and said three simple words.
I love
you.
And that is the only thing Spike needed to hear to realize
how great their life was going to be together.
At Last.
