Sad song fic with Kyo...
Dedicated to Kyo...
Disclaimer-I own nothing Furuba...
The world was now cold...ice had formed over the hearts of the Zodiac. Kyo Sohma was now utterly alone...The windows were open, the doors were closed. Kyo lay down, his heart heavy...his mind weary...his thoughts went back to the past evening...and a song played on the radio...
Tohru...Tohru...Why couldn't I protect you...? Why...didn't I see that the horribly sweet look on Akito's face was hiding a look of hate and evil...? Why did I let him in...? Maybe I am a monster...
Child of the wilderness
Born into emptiness...
I'll never see you again...
Learn to be lonely
Learn to find your way in darkness
Fighting...even breathing...they don't matter anymore...
Who will be there for you,
comfort and care for you?
Your simple smile, your lovely eyes...they are closed forever...Tohru...
Learn to be lonely
Learn to be your one companion
Mother died...it was my fault...Now you. The last bright star...it's my fault again...
Never dreamed out in the world
There are arms to hold you
You were my sun, moon and stars. The real ones were dull and lifeless compared to you...You...who...saw my True Form, and accepted me...you who started to heal me...
You've always known
Your heart was on its own
Maybe I was always meant to be alone...Outside the hearts of others...Out of the memories...maybe...that would be better...
So laugh in your loneliness
Can I be without you, Tohru? That life...my life...seems so empty now...Tohru, Tohru, Tohru!
Child of the wilderness
Learn to be lonely
My heart hurts...I wasn't even aware that I had a heart until you came and warmed it from the winter and turned it to spring. Now...the winter is permanent...
Learn how to love life that is lived alone
Maybe...maybe I will live...for you. Only for you...You cannot live any longer...you who are gone forever...
Learn to be lonely
life can be lived
life can be loved
Alone.
Tohru...I...I...I love you still.
Sniff...sob! Review please!