A/N; This is before the curse breaks, based on David & Kathryn. This is what I thought was in that letter that Regina took from the house before David could see it.
For The Next Girl.
My heart sank, I cried so hard, I thought about what we've said, I thought I could of fixed it myself, I want to hug you, hold you, be with you, more then life to show you things, tell you my secrets, to be the reason for your next breath, I wondered today if there was a real reason for all the emotions, for all the thoughts, for all the urges we've 'felt'.
I didn't want to say these, not make you hurt, not to make you cry, they're thoughts I to and avoid, and things I try not to say. The things I want to do with you are things I can't tell, the way I want it to be done, killed, slaughtered, done. We were so close, we were friends, at least that's what I thought, it wasn't until I saw you kill her, then I saw you for who you really are, and it's who I've become to hate. Who I've thought about every day, you were a lie, a cheat, a fake. Everything you've become to me and to everyone else I know. I'm sorry for the next girl that believes your tricks, your style, your charm, for the next girl that you 'track'. For the next one that catches your cheating ass, for the next one that tells you her secrets, that believes your lying eyes, and that trusts you with her life.
I don't know what to say anymore, I thought we were everything to each other, but I'm not so sure anymore.