Francis,
I know we haven't gotten along since birth, and we always hated each other. I ..I..don't know what to say, or how to say this. I'm sorry for all the hurt I put you through. I am sorry for all the fights, even though all were your fault. I'm sorry I made you weep. I sorry that I couldn't hold you when you needed it the most. Your going to laugh at me for saying this, but...I miss you. I miss your gentle touch and your warm breath on my neck. I miss the way you held me and let me cry. I miss the way you seduced me and whispered my name. To tell you the truth, I loved you...I still love you. I...Francis... I'm sorry I could stop you. I'm sorry that I could hold you on your way down. How was I suppose to know you would jump off the cliff. How was I suppose to know you were lonely. Why...I hope your happy making me cry. I want you kiss my tears away, and whisper to me even thing is alright. I don't think I can take it anymore. My life was rubbish until I found you. Now my life is more of a mess. I hope to reach you when I am done writing your letter. I hope you get it. Then we can both read it together and laugh. Don't worry, I want do it brutally. Just slow and in my sleep. Please be waiting for me, I want your arms to embrace me when I first arrive. Then whisper my name and never let me go.
Yours Forever,
Arthur.
I swear I almost cried writing this. It didn't help listening to this. .com/watch?v=2Hre5fkdq-0 or you can look up on youtube lost ost life and death. I hoped that you liked it. Reviews are always good. Please :D