The pain of a pond
Some people feel like they are the only ones in existence. The only ones that matter. They don't think for a second about others. They think they are in the worst position. They truly believe that they have it worse than anyone else. Forget starving children in Africa. Forget a child or indeed man or woman sleeping on the street. Forget a child caught in a house fire with no family alive to care for them. Forget everyone. Only they matter. They think that they have a medical condition explaining the fact that they are bitter and cold and miserable and simply pity themselves. They think that they can say "please shut up I don't need this right now" when you have problems that you need to talk about. They may think you live the good life. Well maybe you do or maybe you have problems yourself. Maybe you are sad. but they don't care. They never will they only care about themselves. They don't listen, even when you do. You listen, you give advice. They just tell you to piss off or shut up or just go away. Life hurts. Life is painful. Life can suck. But no mater how painful life is for you remember that it can get better, when you find someone. Someone that does listen. someone who does care. This is my experience. This is how life with me was. My whole life my best friend was that person. No matter how bad I felt she was worse off. The truth is, she didn't care. This is how my life was before I met Rory. Rory Williams the man who gave me a life worth living.