Just some random song fic. Maybe good? Maybe horrible? I just LOVE this song to bits! 3
Disclaimer: I do not own Artemis Fowl (though I wish I did) and/or What Hurts The Most by: Rascal Flats.
Song: What Hurts The Most
Artist: Rascal Flats
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty houseThat don't bother meI can take a few tears now and then and just let 'em out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even thoughGoin' on with you gone still upsets meThere are days every now and again I pretend I'm okayBut that's not what gets me
Artemis Fowl II was not the one to cry or pretend or even fall in love, but yes, he was. Head put on his desk crying tears. Tears he has never cried. Every time he talked to her he pretended, saying things he would never believe.
How could a elf with dark amber hair and coffee coloured skin be so… addicting? Though Holly was with Trouble, two kids and a wonderful life he couldn't move on, he wants Holly more than anything.
What hurts the mostWas being so closeAnd havin' so much to sayAnd watchin' you walk awayAnd never knowin'What could've beenAnd not seein' that lovin' youIs what I was tryin' to do
So bad it hurt, so much worse than any cut or pain he has ever had. And to think, so close, so so close. He even got this kiss from her. Words lingered on his tongue "I Love You" they seemed to ring over and over again.
He did tell her those words one day, 4 years ago to be exact, his 16th birthday. He told her and went in for a kiss hopeing she would say it back but she pushed him away and said she was marrying Trouble. Then she just walked away. Tears in his eyes he cried all night and all day.
It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I goBut I'm doin' itIt's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm aloneStill harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regretBut I know if I could do it overI would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heartThat I left unspoken
Yes, pain, every day every where. He regrets but not about the kidnapping he did, he actually liked that he did that, or else he would have never meet the elf he grew to love. Love. That word was a odd yet sweet taste to him.
Money, he would trade, Gold, silver, all the riches all the glory, for her. If only he said it earlier maybe he would have her.
What hurts the mostIs being so closeAnd havin' so much to say(Much to say)And watchin' you walk awayAnd never knowin'What could've beenAnd not seein' that lovin' youIs what I was tryin' to do, ohOh yeahWhat hurts the mostWas being so closeAnd havin' so much to say(To say)And watchin' you walk awayAnd never knowin'What could've beenAnd not seein' that lovin' youIs what I was tryin' to doNot seein' that lovin' youThat's what I was trying to do, ooo
Love. He loved her. Artemis rose from his desk that was now warped from 4 years of tears and yelled, yelled it to the world. Hopefully she could hear. "I love you, Holly."
Review? Sorry if it was sucky.
Much Love: TB