Hi, first of all, I want to apologize in advance if there are any confusion. I don't write often, and when I do, they tend to be jumbled and bunched up phrases of thought. Please be patient and read it throught at least once. I'd love to see your individual opinions.

Also, I disclaim the rights to Sailor Moon, as it is owned by the greatly respected Naoko Takeuchi.

PS: This was inspired by one line of another story. So feel free to be 'inspired' by this :D *is hanged for arrogance*

I am here because they were here, they were here because I was there.

I was too young and naïve to understand it then, but I was the one that took them by hand and dragged them into my predestined fate.

It was me who blindly ignored Order and dragged innocent young women into this battle, by whim of temptation. Just so I could save myself.

Save myself from death, from hatred, from loneliness.

If there were words to explain my selfishness, to exclaim my remorse; if there were actions to reclaim the past.

I would not hesitate in a heartbeat to do it over again.

Because I could not exist if I hadn't turned the tables on fate. If I haven't been lured by their beauty.

She who was a cooling mist in the scorching madness of infernal battles. Sailor Mercury.

She who was a hearty crackle of flames warming the freezing loneliness. Sailor Mars.

She who was the strike of lightening, shocking and fleeing the darkness. Sailor Jupiter.

She who was a beam of light, bathing and fracturing invisible barriers. Sailor Venus.

And then there is me, the cold distant lonely rock in the sky. Sailor Moon.

It is me who envied the sun, yet unable to destroy my destiny; a shadow imitation, a glow in the night.

It is me who grabbed the gravitational pull of the planets to within the cusps of my hands.

I took them, shook them, and spun them around me,

Mars and Mercury in the front,

Venus and Jupiter in the back.

I wrapped myself with them, and lived my life in their loving embrace.

It was not enough, no, not ever enough. And so I took more.

My hunger grew steadier and steadier, yet left unsated: my hunger for company, for love, for life.

There was her, who shone in the sun yet as tangible as the wind. Sailor Uranus.

There was her, who rises from the foam of the sea, lifting in song. Sailor Neptune.

There was her, who stormed the chaotic tides of time and bore it fiercely. Sailor Pluto.

There was her, who stood silently and quietly, watching with stony eyes. Sailor Saturn.

I caught them like I did the others, imitating the golden sun. Yet my very core is hard and cold.

No matter how I wrap myself up in them, they will be taken from me.

I was wrong, I was wrong from the very start.

I fought my fate to stand alone, and deceived the others with what I'm not. But it is all hopeless.

In the very end, I have fallen in love. Love towards that blue, ever blue, planet of Earth