Disclaimers: I don't own JAG

Title: What do you want?

I was sitting in my apartment just thinking back to when I was a little girl: (flash back to Mac at 10)

"Hey Sarah." My friend Alex called.

"Hey Alex let's go to the park."

"Okay."

We were sitting on the swings talking about what we would do when we grow up and what we wanted.

"Sarah, what do you want?"

"What do you mean?"

"I mean what do you want your life to be like in 25 years?" Alex said.

"I don't know."

"I know what I want. You know what Sarah I'm gonna' be famous. I'll be rich. I'll have two dogs Sandy and Rover. I'll have two children a boy named Tommy and a girl named Elizabeth. My husband will be wonderful. He'll buy me everything I want. What do you want Sarah?"

"I think Alex that I want to be strong. So strong no one can hurt me. I don't have to be rich and famous. I don't want to be poor. I want to marry the love of my life. He'll be handsome, he'll always be there for me, he would fallow me every where, and he would do anything for me. I'd do anything for him. We would travel the world go to places like Paris and maybe even Japan. We would have at least two children. We would be madly in love and best friends, but most important he would be a marine. Like my uncle Mat."

"I thought you didn't know what you wanted, Sarah?"

"I guess I do Alex maybe one day our dreams will come true you'll have your rich husband and I'll have my handsome marine." I smiled at the thought.

"Maybe" Alex said. We got up and went back to our own homes.

(Present) Now that I think back to that comment I think I have found what I wanted when I was ten. Besides the fact that he's not a marine Harm is the someone I had dreamed about since I was ten. I've had what I wanted in my sight for so long I just have to take the chance to go for it. Maybe he is willing to take that chance or maybe I'm just dreaming.