She was looking out her window her earbuds plugged in and music blaring through her head. She played with her long, wavy, auburn hair that was over her right shoulder and she swallowed a lump in her throat. She looked down and she rubbed her hands on her knees. Her hair had side bangs and they were right infront of her right eye, which was the color of purple. She had one purple eye and one hazel eye, and was a very beautiful young woman. She had cheekbones, a sprinkle of freckles across her cheeks, her eyes were almond shaped, a lean, small nose, and thin lips. She was wearing a black leather jacket, a grey tshirt, black leather jeans, black studded combat boots, her nails were short and painted black, abd she had on a chain belt. She had a lean, curvy figure with a flat stomach, and had a very petite body height (5 ft tall). She had 36 C sized breasts and a 4 pack set of abs. She looked back at the driver as she bite on her thumb nail nervously and the driver looked back at her and softly smiled at her at which she returned. The driver motioned for her to take out one of her ear phones and she did as he asked "Are you nervous about coming back, Ms. Rylan?"

Rylan sighed out loud and she said "To be honest, I don't know if I can do it"

The driver chuckled and he said "Madame Rylan, you're the most badass diva in the WWE today. I know you can do it"

Rylan smirked and scoffed at the same time as she said "Yeah, the most badass diva that went infront of millions in the middle of the main event of WrestleMania and almost killed herself infront of everyone"

Rylan folded her arms and looked out the window as the cab driver looked into the mirror and then back at the road as he said "Look, nobody's perfect. Just look at me I'm far from perfect. What you did was probably the biggest shocker in all of wrestling. You have or had your demons, but thats in the past. That happened what? Over a year or so ago?"

"WrestleMania 29 in the middle of John Cena vs The Rock" Rylan said coldy. She relieved that memory over and over again while she stayed in the hospital. Then she sighed and said "I bet neither one of them have forgiven me for it"

"Well," the driver said. "You know them better than I do. All I can say is that, you can only ask for forgiveness from so many people. And if they were real friends of yours, then they would forgive you. This is the time where you figure out who your real friends are. And hey! I even heard your friend CM Punk stuck around alittle longer just to see you come back"

Rylan smirked at the memory of her and Punk. Then her smirk faded and she said "And Jon? Gah I mean Dean?"

The driver sighed and he said as they pulled up to the arena "From what I know and heard, he's been upset. Does he know why you did it?"

Rylan swallowed a hard lump in her throat and she softly said "He was forced to see it"

It was soft enough for the driver not to hear and he put the car in park. Rylan grabbed her backpack and left the car, but not without paying the cab driver a nice tip. "Thanks for listening" she said with a kind smile. The driver smiled back and he said "Anytime"

Then, Rylan closed the door and she stood up straight and tall as she looked at the arena where RAW was being held. She braced herself for the reaction she would get. Then, she went to the door and opened the entrance to the arena. All eyes turned to her. She groaned softly and she grabbed her black ear buds out of her pocket and she pressed play. She put her ear buds in her ear and she walked throughout the arena with everyone's eyes following her. She kept her head high as she continued walking through the halls of the arena, when she felt someone grab her by the wrist, turned her around and pulled her into a tight hug. She was confused at to who the person hugging her was, but then when the person held onto her upper arms and looked at her she knew it was her good friend 'Y2J' Chris Jericho. "Rylan oh my God. You're back"

Rylan nodded her head and she said "Yes I am"

Then they moved to the table that was near them and they sat down across from each other. "You look amazing" Chris said, still stunned.

Rylan gave him a small smile and she said "Thank you. I sure the hell feel much better than I did last year"

Chris' smile faded and he said "Yeah"

Rylan saw her friend's discomfort. "Chris I'm sorry"

Chris smirked as he said "Oh you're sorry? You're sorry for almost killing yourself in the middle of the WrestleMania 29 main event? You're sorry for almost taking my best friend away?"

Rylan shut her mouth and leaned back in her chair. She knew she wasn't going to get a positive reaction to being back, but she didn't think it would be this bad. Chris saw that what happened at WrestleMania 29 was still hurting Rylan and he felt guilty abiut making her feel worse about it. "Ry, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have snapped at you"

Rylan shrugged it off and she looked behind her and grabbed two coffees. She handed one to Chris and she grabbed a straw and started to stir her coffee. "How's Phil?" Rylan asked. Chris sighed and he said "Not good. He's been worried sick wondering when you'll be getting out of the hospital"

Rylan took a sip and she said "I got out a week ago"

"What?" Chris asked stunned. "And you resigned with the WWE? Do you know-"

Then, he lookef around and then leaned in and said "Do you know that these people will eat you alive? You've been in the hospital for a year and a half and these people will see you as vunreable. I don't want you being put through the trauma all over again"

Rylan shrugged her shoulders and she said "Chris nothin they can say can hurt me anymore. I've dealt with the pain and I've dealt with being drugged up in the hospital. Nothing can hurt me."

Chris shook his head in disbelief as he sat back in his chair. After a tense moment of silence, Rylan said "Is Jon ok?"

Chris shook his head 'no'. "He's being put through hell with the Seth Rollins storyline. Maybe seeing your face will brighten him up so much more"

The auburn haired young woman ran her fingers through her hair and she said "I doubt he even remembers me"

Chris placed his hand on hers and he said "Trust me Rylan. He remembers you"

Rylan looked up and she saw Chris' reassuring smile, so she gave him a smile back. After an hour of catching up, Rylan and Chris parted ways and she continued on her walk throughout the arena. Just like before all eyes were on her. Then, she stopped at the catering area and grabbed herself a waterbottle. Then, she turned to walk but she met the gaze of Jonathan Good; The strawberry blonde hair man that stole her heart, took her breath away, and made her fall madly in love.

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