as SAM and dean

came from the hunt.

the painful hunt ever

they still are shocked

they can't believe they done.

dead, never coming

back to them.

Jo, and Ellen are really

gone for good.

tear fall down they sad face

as they lose hope.

the gun didn't work,

Lucifer is still alive

mockiin them

each day.

SAM watch dean go up stair

in they old room in bobby place.

SAM look around the room

and went outside as

memories come and goes

haunted him

as Jo and Ellen died in

the tool shop

with the hell hound.

SAM stop and sit in the ground

as he look at the moon

in the dark sky.

tear fall never stop coming

as he cried himself in

silence. all alone

this is his fault

if he had never free Lucifer

this was never had happen.

if should died, he should

had still dead, and never

came back.

he only brought pain and sadness

SAM felt his heart is breaking

more each day.

as the world is coming to in end

and all his doing..

SAM close his eye as

more tear come in.

he still can remember

how Ellen and Jo

were here , talking about

kickin ass.

but in the end, we loss

Sam smile of the memories

come, the moment

when we took the picture

the only thing we had of them

SAM open his eye

as the wounded he has

burn inside of him

sharp pain fill him

as he scream inside his

head, he doesn't want

anyone to know.

he deserve this pain

for everything.. ...

SAM felt so alone

and empty.

he question if dean

still love him.'

but for everything that

had happen..

SAM still need dean,

his big brother

even from all this

the hope that they once

had is gone.

everything is becoming

dark, there no light in

this tunnel.