Hey everyone I have a one shot for you guys :) It's sad and it's about cam is if you are sensitive to this stuff you shouldn't read it.

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Maya's POV

Miles and I made up about a week ago which was good because Zig and Miles were finally getting along.

I looked at the calendar the date that Cam committed suicide was only two days away. Zig came in my room and said," It's going to be really tough does Miles know?

"No he doesn't I never wanted to tell him," I said

"Well it's on a Saturday so maybe your mom would let you see cam's gravel with us?" he asked

"I don't know if we should go or not," I said looking down

"Well let me know if you want to go," he said and left the room

I looked under the bed and took out a box it said on the top "the unbearable memories do not open until you are ready"

I opened it there was a bunch of pictures of Cam and I having fun, kissing, and the year book from last year.

I started sobbing I said," Cam I miss you so much,"

Later that day I asked my mom if I could see Cam's grave she said," Its okay with me just be back on Sunday night,"

We called Miles he said," Well I don't know why we are going to Minneapolis Minnesota, but I want to go,"

Zig and I talked about it with Tristan he was in tears he said," No I don't want to go just tell cheesy that I said hi,"

Later that night Zig and I were packing then I said," How do you think Miles is going to react?"

"I don't know he might be just standing there thinking this is a shock," Zig said

"Do you still think this a good idea?" I asked

"Maya you need to see Cam I think Miles needs to know too," Zig said

"Ok good point," I said while packing my stuff

The next morning we took off Miles was driving and talking to Zig I was just in the back thinking about how we all are going to react or if his parents are going to be there or not.

I started listening to Cam's favorite songs and watched the video he sent me the day he passed away. It was a five hour drive all the way over there and we had to go through border so it took a long time to get over there, but I kept telling myself its going to be worth it or it will be nice to see his grave because they didn't invite me to his funeral, but they gave me the name of the cemetery.

Around two in the afternoon we got there and Miles said," Guys this is a cemetery called Lakewood,"

Zig and I looked at each other and I said," Just follow us,"

We found Cam's grave I stared at the grave for a long time repeating the maker "Campbell Saunders 1996-2013 You may be gone, but never forgotten"

It also had a picture of him on the top and baby angels Miles asked," Maya who is that?"

"Cam,"

"Who is he?" he asked

"He was my boyfriend," I said then I fell on my knees

"Zig did you know about this?" Miles asked

"Yes I did and it was my fault that he died," Zig said in tears

He got on his knees he said," Cam I'm so sorry,"

Then Miles got on his knees he asked," How did he die?"

"He committed suicide," I said while sobbing

Miles took my hand and he said," I'm sorry I had no idea,"

"Its ok he is gone I can't do anything, but let go," I said

We stared at Cam's grave for a little longer I said," We should go," we got up I kissed my hand and places it at the top of the headstone and we left.

Cam's POV

"I thought she will never come see me," I said while looking down at Earth

"Yes, they all come see us after we die," Troy the friend I made in Heaven

"Don't you think she will forgive me?" I asked

"Yes I think she did, but she is happy with someone else is she?" Troy asked

I looked down and he was right she had found a new love and I was happy for her.

"Take care of my Maya for me Miles," I said then I flew away

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