People seem to enjoy my more sad stories, so here's another. It's really short, but I hope you enjoy. And Gloomy Gal who reviewed on iHated. Thank you. You're reviews meant a lot to me. And also, there are a total of three endings to this story. One happy, it's the last one. The first two are the sad ones.

Why oh why, must people dislike me. What did I do to deserve this? Does anyone care enough to look under my tough outer shell. Can anyone break my mask. I guess not. Because here I am. Got on top of the building.

Climbed everyone's fire escape. I passed Freddie's. I think he heard me. Because about five fire escapes up I heard him calling my name. So I climbed faster. He called more frantically. But I ignored him. I got to the top.

I walked towards the front of the building. Looked at the beautiful view around me. Seattle at sunrise. A gorgeous sight indeed. Sadly, I'll soon become part of this scenery.

"SAM!" He sounded frantic now. I didn't respond. I stepped onto the ledge. If I took a half inch forward I'd be off the building.

"Sam. Please answer me." I ignored him again. I heard him running towards me.

"You want me to say something?" I heard him stop running.

"Yeah, I want you to say something. I know what you're about to do. I just want to know why and if there is any way I can stop you."

"Freddie," I turned towards him. I saw something on his face that no one ever gave me, concern. Someone cared about me. It was strange. "No one, loves me. No one cares about me. No one gives a crap about how I feel. You have people who care about you. Your pyscho mother. Carly. Spencer. You have friends, friends who aren't scared and afraid of you." He stepped towards me.

"I love you." And then he put his hands around my back. His warmth sorta comforted me. He stared in my eyes. Leaned in and kissed me. Sparks, fireworks. Everything. He stepped away. I knew he was hesitating on picking me off the ledge. But he knew I didn't like people forcing me to do anything.

(this is where the alternate ending below begins)

"I'm sorry Freddie, it's too late for me to be loved." He knew what I was about to do. He was about to stop me. He was about to run to me. To save me. But as I said, it's too late to be saved. When you're unloved your whole life. One kiss won't change anything. It was a nice kiss. But it can't change my view on the world. I leaned back words. I heard Freddie scream my name. But it was too late.

I felt a huge pain. Then it was all over.

I was gone.

So that's the sad ending this is the alternate ending. It starts right after the kiss.

"Freddie, I"

"Sam, I love you and I have for a while. You know today is the year anniversary since our first kiss. But anyways, Sam you can't do this. I know what you were about to do. But isn't me loving you enough, enough to save your life?"

I knew my answer was literally a life or death kind of answer. And I knew in that second. That every moment, every feeling of being hated and unloved. Unwanted and useless, every second of that would go away if I had Freddie. I knew that with Freddie by my side, everything would be fine.

"Yeah, yeah it is." (this is where the next alternate ending starts) And I started walking towards him, but I slipped, and I fell right off the building. To my doom. I love you Freddie. Was my last thought.

Sad again sorry. Here's the only happy one.

"Yeah, yeah it is." He smiled. He hugged me and I hugged back. He picked me up, and I wrapped my legs around his waist. "I love you dork." "Love you to demon." And we kissed. And that kiss truly made me feel whole. Like nothing could ever hurt me. And I regreted ever trying to kill myself. Because one person's love was all I needed.

So the many endings have now ended. hope you liked it.