An Affair to Forget!

Brooke and Lucas dated, Peyton and Lucas cheated, Brooke and Lucas broke up, Peyton and Lucas dated, Peyton and Lucas broke up, Brooke and Lucas dated, Peyton on Lucas cheated, Brooke and Lucas broke up, Peyton and Lucas dated… Brooke and Lucas cheated… Brooke's pregnant. They're all screwed!

Summary: Brooke and Lucas tried to be friends after he cheated on her with Peyton twice and then began to date Peyton. Brooke tried to be nice. They were all going to try and be friends. Until she and Lucas slept together and she got pregnant.

Now they're all screwed. EVENTUALLY BRUCAS! Major Baley friendship. Some Leyton, not much. Breyton are fighting. Naley are together.

A/N: I'm completely stuck with 'The Search For Something Real'. I don't know where to go! Any ideas? Suggestions please! Read it and tell me what to do!

For the mean I time I wrote this coz it wouldn't get out of my head.

Chapter 1! Pink Crosses!

"Shit." I curse as I look at the pink lines that mix together and form a cross. A pink cross has been my worst nightmare for a few months, and now it's a reality. That pink cross on that damn pregnancy test is staring back at me and taunting me.

"Shit." I curse again and throw the test the trash.

"So it was positive?" a voice asks and I look over to find my best friend Haley standing in the doorway. I'd almost forgotten she was there. But I shouldn't have I know that she'll always be there for me… no matter what. This whole situation has proved it.

Haley James has been one of my best friends for almost 3 years; Haley James-Scott has been my best friend for an extra 1.

A model A + student who didn't really like to party all the time and who'd never drank vodka until she met me and married at 17 Haley and I couldn't have been better best friends even if we'd tried. We also couldn't have been more different. Until five minutes ago… or rather two months ago. I'm a D – student always on the border of failing, who's loved to party since I was thirteen and who's drank vodka enough times not to remember and who swore I'd never marry I have one thing in common with Haley, and she with me… we're both pregnant.

Only problem is me being pregnant is possibly the worst thing to have happened with the worst timing and in the worst situation EVER!

While Haley being pregnant is a dream come true for her and her husband Nathan who live together.

Don't get me wrong I've always wanted kids, just not at 17. And not alone. What about the father? The father is my ex-boyfriend… no big deal except he's my ex-boyfriend who cheated on me for months behind my back with my best friend. It gets better don't worry.

I then cut all ties with them expecting them to get together. They didn't work out, later he fought for me and she did too. I became friends with her again and his girlfriend again… big mistake. On both counts.

I thought we were happy. I was on cloud 9… I thought he was too. I thought she was happy for me. I thought we were best friends again. I thought he loved me. I thought she cared about me. I thought wrong. They cheated on me again and this time it hurt me so much I just left for the summer. I left and when I cam back they were together. They broke when I came back. He said he wanted to be with me. I believed him.

Until they stabbed me in the back… again.

Third time's a charm I guess.

Or at least it is for Lucas Scott and Peyton Sawyer… Tree Hill High's new golden couple.

That did it. I broke up with him and he got with her. After a few months I was beginning to miss him. He must have missed me too. He came round and asked to be friends. I said we could be. I've never forgiven her. She's never cared. She hated we were hanging out together. She told him not to see me. He said no. I guess I was trying to make her jealous or mad or something when I showed up at his house with 'Weird Science' and suggested we all watch it together. She refused and wanted me to leave. He said it sounded cool and we could all be adult about the situation. She stormed out and I went to leave. He told me to stay; he said we'd watch the movie… that'll be it. He swears.

It wasn't. we opened some wine and began to watch the movie. Each scene ment a new bottle and after the credits rolled we did too, right to his bedroom.

I can't say that I didn't enjoy it. I can't say that I didn't know exactly what I was doing. I can't say I wasn't happy or that I didn't think of it as some sort of karmic punishment against her. It was exactly what she did to me.

Except now I'm pregnant. I did what she did to me and I ended up becoming the whore she was. The one she called me. The one I wish I wasn't.

"Shit." I curse for the third time and I drift over to Haley. I feel the hot prickling sensation of tears in my eyes that I know are now falling.

"What am I going to do Hales?" I hear myself sob and before the words are out of my mouth I feel her arms around me and she takes me to sit on the bed.

"It'll be all right." I hear her tell me and whisper other soothing things to me that will make me feel better. I know they would if I could hear them. If I was listening, only thing is all the wonderful things Haley's telling me that are sure to make be stop being a blubbering mess in her arms are falling on deaf ears. I'm already miles away lost in my own thoughts.

Lucas Scott and Peyton Sawyer were supposed to be in love. They were supposed to be the perfect couple. So where did I fit in? Where does Brooke Davis, Lucas's ex-girlfriend and his one night stand fit in? Where does the girl who got her heart broken over and over again by him fit into the equation? Where does the broken, lost, hurt and confused pregnant girl fit in with the broody and mysterious hot shot basketball player and writer and the tortured moody and depressive punk rock artist?

As Haley whispers kind things to me I begin to stop crying, she helps me into bed and rings Nathan to say she's staying over with me to look out for me and I begin think of what I've done, of what we've done, me and him… and her, of what we've become, of what I've become.

'Shit.' I curse to myself before I begin to fall asleep.

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As always… lyrics for today?

'We fell through the ice when we tried not to slip.' - The Freshmen - The Verve Pipe.

One of the best songs ever!

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Later!

- Liza!

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