I wish I didn't love you!

Disclaimer – I own ccs so sue my pants off.lolz

A/N- This aint your average love story guys its based on my life and the incidents that happened to me I thought It was good to make it into ccs style. By the way this whole story is dedicated to halliwells who is like a sister too me even though we just met 2 days ago but I feel as if we have known each other for years, Aisaki Sumi and Fin.KL you guys are cool to talk to and gave me the inspiration after the convo. Lolz

Sakura's Pov-

There I was sitting in my room during in the middle of the night saying to myself why do I hate him so much but yet I love with all my heart, why does he make me feel this way and no other guy can? What is it I see in him I don't see in other people and why does he hurt me so much even though he doesn't realise it. Tears come flowing through my eyes as I listen to the song "Let me love you,". I realise the more I hate him the more I love him the more I run away the more I want to be close to him. WHY LORD ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME WHY ARE YOU PUNISHING ME as the thought enters my mind. "I wish I didn't love you" I say to myself silently it is like curse laid on me something I can't escape from. I close my eyes and let the images replay my mind.

2003 yr8- Sakuras pov-

"Omg I can't believe you like him," gasped Rika in shock.

"Well I do," I wispered back smiling at her.

"When are you going to tell him?"

"Never."

"Can I tell him?"

"I dunno? if you want to I guess," thinking it wouldn't be too bad but boy I was wrong . School was finished everyone got out just as I was about to go in the corner of my eyes I see Syoaran staring at me with a blank look with Rika.

"Oh no she told him," I thought to myself. I was so embarrased that I ran off as fast as I could when I reached my house I was thnking how I was going to face him properly the next day.

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