Can't Hide the Scars

by BadassBeckett

(I'm warning you now, this has references to cutting/self harm. You've been warned. Rated T because of that!) {Smillan rpf too!} Karen is extremely unhappy living in America, she doesn't want to tell anyone back in England though, she's worried about what they might think. More chapters to come! Read Review please! :)

1. Chapter One

Hi to anyone who has opened this...right, if you read my other story 'Unexpected' then i'm sorry for the huge wait! I'm writing two chapters but i've had really really bad writers block, so I just took this from my tumblr for you guys, it's a work in progress! hope you like it! review please! xo

---

Chapter One:

She knows she misses everyone, she's too scared to admit that she absolutely hates it in America. She feels like she's going to ruin it for everyone, make them all worried and miserable, she can't do that to them.

She receives a text from Alex;
Hey Karen, i'm in America. Catch up for a cuppa? A x
She texts back;
Hey Alex, i'm feeling a little sick, but a catch up would be great! My apartment? K x
A few minutes later her phone buzzes;
Sounds great, be there in 10. A x

She makes her way into the kitchen, removing all of the empty boxes of pills. Next is the bathroom, removing the razor as Alex would, no doubt need to use the bathroom and she's extremely observant. The only thing she couldn't hide. The scars. What if Alex somehow finds out? What I've been doing? She would tell Matt no doubt and then he would be extremely worried and frustrated that he's filming, what have I done? I'm so selfish. To break her out of her reverie, there came a knock on the door.

She opened up the door, trying her best to conjure her emotions to neutral.
"Karen! How I have missed you!" Alex beamed. She tried to smile, but failed. Of course Alex noticed, and she knew there was something up, normally she would be extremely happy to see her, but all she could manage was a dreary smile.
"Karen, what's the matter?"
"Oh, nothing. Come in will just make us a cuppa." with that she walked into the kitchen, Alex not far behind. She just about flipped the switch on the kettle before bursting out in tears. Alex, came running over to her, just as she collapsed into her arms.

---

Okay, I hope you liked that..I don't really know, it was requested on Tumblr so that's what I wrote! More chapters to come! Review/Favorite/Follow if you like it! They make me happy and keep me writing! :) xo