An Open Letter To The Man With Pink Mustache Who Screams Like A Girl
Hi!
I'm just a random fan. You don't know me personally but I know a lot about you. How much your mom means to you, how much your dad meant to you, how much Chica, Amy, Wade, Bob, Tyler, Ethan, Kathryn and the others mean to you, but most especially, I know how much your fans mean to you. I'll be honest, I wasn't there at the beginning, in fact, I'm pretty sure you were already in the 2 digit millions when I subscribed. I found you by watching PewDiePie's videos. To be honest, I found a lot of channels because of him. I was drawn to your voice and your screams. So, I once I finished Felix's GMod videos, I took a chance and watched one of your Prop Hunt videos. 1 turned to 2, 2 turned to 5, 5 turned to 10, 10 turned to 50, 50 turned to 600, and 600 turned to 3,538 videos watched. I've spent a lot of time on YouTube, and frankly, I don't regret it one bit. In your most recent video, "I Feel Lost", you talked about how we saved you. But I don't think you understand exactly how much YOU saved us. Depression, Self-hatred, Anxiety, Sadness, Loneliness, etc., we were just as broken as you were. You tell us how strong and amazing we are but you sell yourself short. You raised us up from our own hell holes all the while fighting your own demons. You were, and still are, such an inspiration to all of us. We're very thankful that you shared your life with us, your tears, you joys, your smiles, your laughter, your screams, your dreams, and your fears. Just as you were there for us, we were there for you. We love you so much Mark. I saw a fanart before and I loved and agreed with the message. Even if you don't know us all personally, that's okay. Because we connected on a much deeper level. We love you Mark and there is nothing you can do that will make us disappointed at you.
You make me laugh whenever I'm sad. If I'm depressed, I go and watch your videos. If things seem bleak, I watch you scream at a game and think to myself that everything will be better. I remember this one time, I was really depressed because everything in my life was going wrong. My studies, my family life, my social life, my sanity was crumbling, basically everything that could go wrong, was going wrong. I was ready to give up on life. But during my darkest moment, you and the other YouTubers I follow saved me from a decision I knew I regretted even before I made. My phone flooded with notifications from all social media platforms. Video after video was posted, tweets were flying, Instagram was busy, everything. And amidst that, I was slowly pulled back from what seemed like a black curtain that surrounded me. You guys brought light to my life when there was none. And I'm forever grateful for that.
So I guess what I really want to say is thank you. Thank you for being there for me. Thank you for making me smile. Thank you for the laughs. Thank you for the tears. Thank you for sharing your life with us. And more importantly, thank you for being our friend on the other side of the screen. We love you Mark, so very much.
Eagerly awaiting your next video,
A Grateful Fan