The events of this fan fiction happened about two weeks after Yaribeya 's written in first person narrative because I find it easier. All can promise is that this will be more interactive and intense than the official novel or any other fan fiction. REMINDER: THIS IS A FANFIC.
"Fuck summer…"
It reminds me of that vacation from two weeks ago… That nightmare I had to endure, no all of us, me, my mother and my little sister.
What happened? It's simple. We got raped. That's all there is to it. What disgust me is that we could have prevent it if we only exert self-control.
We got drunk from our dinner, forced by my mother and sister to join them to a massage session and even thought the masseurs were guys, the same guys that have been trying to flirt with us in front of Yuu, we still got seduced into being massaged by them.
The worst part is that the stupid massage wasn't even a proper massage, the guy was simply touching and putting pressure on the sensitive parts of my body. I hate it… I hate remembering that sensation…
It felt good… So good that I was drained of all my energy from my body. After that, the guy was slowly stripping my clothes and his massage become molestation. He touch and massage my breasts and nipples, my thighs and my genitals. I wasn't able to resist him and he invaded the places that was only meant to be for Yuu. All I could think about is my body getting hotter and hotter, as well as more sensitive. I never felt like this before.
I can't speak for my mother and sister but I'm sure they felt the same way as I did. What's worse is that it could have stop there, if I actually fought them, maybe none of those horrible things would have happen.
Remembering what happened, it's so unbelievable that we were tricked into sucking their cocks simply by the guy's blaming us that it was our fault that they got a hard on. We have the chance to reject them but for some reason, we were tempted into servicing them. I hate remembering it. We suck their dicks as if it was the dick of the one we love and even gave them breasts jobs. At this point, they never even threatened as yet and we were following them like pets.
From there on, it continue to escalate. The guys become in control of the situation and started playing with our bodies. They treat us without care, bullying our bodies. For me, I saddled the guy's dick and massage it as he touch my body. It only took a few moments before I started picking his tongue out of my own free will. I don't want to remember it…
His tongue invaded my mouth more and more and we started kissing using out tongues… Something that I haven't even done with Yuu and I cannot forgive myself in doing so. I was doing it willingly. I swallowed his saliva and tasted his mouth. I don't know why I did what I did. I already betrayed Yuu by letting him touch me. I feel so guilty about what I have done.
It only got worse though. They proceeded to threaten us to having sex. What a makes me sick is that I used my sluttiness and craving for sex as an excuse for what was about to come. I didn't even tried to escape or resist, I was actually asking a guy other than Yuu to fuck me and the guy did.
His dick was so huge and so thick. As much as I don't want to admit it, the guys' cocks was at least twice as big and thick as Yuu's. Even now, I still can't forget the feeling of that guy's dick and I have been unable to sleep well because of the trauma my body suffered, it was painful. Night after night, I'm having nightmares about it and cry.
At some point, we were taken to a house were the guys fuck us until we passed out… I don't really remember since I passed out before my mom or Koharu. At that time, the guys swapped us as if they were swinging with a group of prostitutes. I can remember doing a lot of disgusting things, peeing in front of a camera, licking the asshole of the guy who fucked me first and being fucked in front of a camera while being verbally abused. The question of why I did those things still haunts me. I have no idea why I did those degrading things and I'm so ashamed of myself. Maybe it's my punishment for being greedy.
Lately, I have also been avoiding Yuu. I just feel uneasy whenever I'm with him. I feel guilty for lying to him and causing him to blame himself. It wasn't his fault, it was ours. But if we really tell him what happened, then he will definitely get depressed and even suicidal for not being there to save us…
Little did I know that the vacation was just the beginning…