Your walking out on to the wide stage, trusty guitar in hand, the lights ae dim, fans are in the crowd, they don't know who you are just yet, its not bright enough, you smile to your self sadly you know what you're about to perform it was way to open, to close to your heart, it was different, hoping, praying that this somehow would make you feel better from your lies, your biggest mistake.
Looking out to the crowd, its silent, they're all waiting patiently, waiting to see who you are, waiting to see something other then your mysterious dark figure just standing there on stage, they're waiting for you to start the show. Looking out again, this time actually scanning the crowd, that's when you see her, she catches your eye, out in the front, she always did,and you feel joy start to spread, but as fast as it came it was gone, thoughts of all those months ago flash past, what had happened. She doesn't know who you are, who you really are, you aren't the person who they make you out to be, but you aren't the person you told her you were either, you are a singer, a performer, a DJ. She's here because you sent her the tickets, in some hope that she will forgive you, well… at least when she realises who you really are, what you are, she's going to realise that you aren't just some girl at target, you aren't who she thought you were. It hurt you to pull your eyes away from her but you need to, you need to sing, before you back out…again. Stepping forward you wrap your guitar around yourself, focusing in on the microphone in front of you. One deep breath sends an echo throughout the stadium, you look over to Ed sitting out to the side, he smiles and gives you a thumbs up, "you can do this" he mouths, you smile weakly at him, you know you can, but do you really want to? you breathe in deep again to settle your nerves, and it calms you down slightly, looking to the crowd again, you shake your head and smile one more time 'here we go' you think to yourself, tapping the guitar lightly before you start to sing. "one two three four" you've practically whispered the words, but once they left your mouth everything seems a little easier, strumming the guitar, letting it play quietly through the large stadium, drums start up in the background, following your lead, its light, quiet. The soft introduction plays a few more seconds, readying yourself, you step forward, lips grazing the cold microphone. Keeping your voice low, trying to let the emotions flow out as calmly as you can, it starts up again. "settle down with me, cover me up, cuddle me in" you've chosen to keep your eyes closed, feeling the thousands of eyes locked onto your small figure as the spotlight focuses onto you, making your brown hair shine, your eyeliner known, but your eyes hidden, because you aren't to sure if you wanted to cry, scream, run away or stay, you're setting yourself out, bare and open, this isn't you, everyone knows that. The people in the crowd bring you back to reality, the screaming and cheering, knowing that they're all here to see you, you should know, this is your show, they paid to see you here tonight, this is all for you and them. But in this very moment you know that you would give this all up for her, this song is for her, you worked months for this, for her, all you care about is her, ever since you met her, its all been for her. "lie down with me and hold me in your arms" you cant help but think back to the day, the day it all started, the day she captured you with those goddam eyes, you wish you could go back all those months ago, because nothing ever made you feel the way she did, the two days you had with her, you would trade this all in if it meant being with her one more time. There was a spark, there's no denying that, the chemistry the two of you had within those two days, there's no faking that, it was meant to be, we were meant to be, it changed the both of you forever.
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