What Have I Done?
Suboshi stuff!!! A little thing on his thoughts as he died. 'Daijobu' means 'It will be all right', 'Daisuki' means "I love you", and everyone knows Suboshi's real name was Shunkaku, right? More stuff inspired by Les Miserables. ('What Have I Done?' is the name of Valjean's Soliloquy)
What have I done?
Whyever did I stop my ryuuseisui?
It should have killed him
Killed that man
Who ruined my life!
Am I feeling....
Regret?
Thinking...
Did I waste half my life,
My poor short life
Telling him he'd
Never Get Away?
What have I done?
Have I really had so much of a chance
And spent it all on hate?
I had so much power
And used it for anger
I had so much love
And I used it for revenge
What have I done?
I didn't understand
When ryuuseisui
Hit me,
Tearing my body
Ripping into my heart
Spilling my dear red blood all over
Wasting my young life
Throwing all my chances away,
I hated him
More than ever
But I didn't kill him
I had enough life left for that
And I stopped
I began to feel
So strongly
Shame
Realization
Weariness
Why did I spend so much time?
So much costly time
On a path which was
The wrong one to take
I am so tired now
So terribly tired
What have I done?
All I want is to sleep
And maybe
To hear someone say
'Daijobu'
Gently, just for me
Just to reassure me
I am so tired
I have lost everyone I ever loved
All I can do now
Is hold a turquoise ribbon
That I was once given
What have I done?
What in this world have I done?
Losing everything for nothing
Losing love for hate
Hate?
I could hate myself
But it's not worth it
All I should do now
Is hold that turquoise ribbon
That I was once given
And see how many people
Touched my life
And how many of them I allowed
More than just one
Touch
How many people did I love?
I should think of them
Yes
The only two who mattered
I should think of them
I should be happy for them
What have I done?
And all for them
My beloved twin
And for him I let myself be condemned
My beloved priestess
And for her I spent my life in misery
And yet
If they had never existed
I would be dead
I would be empty
I would never have known love
Never have trusted
Never have smiled
What have I done?
I did the wrong things for both of them
When I die
I'll be dead
And there will be no one to say even
The shortest of prayers for my soul
What have I done?
I will never be at rest
Because I let the one man who caused all this
To live
To be happy
And yet...I may rest in deeper peace
What have I done?
Whatever happens
I want the people I loved to be happy
When it all comes down
Everything I ever did was for them
Living was for them
Crying
Loving
Hating
Smiling
Fighting
Everything I ever did...
What have I done?
My ribbon
My pretty turquoise ribbon
That I was once given
I want to hold it forever
I want to sleep now
Sleeping curled up
Eyes closed
Breathing peacefully
Expression innocent
Forgetting everything
With just my ribbon
Just holding my ribbon
And maybe
Someone saying
Just for me
'Daijobu, Shunkaku, Daijobu'
That's all I want anymore
What have I done?
I think I'm going to get my wish
I'm so tired
I'm falling asleep
Slowly...slowly...
"Daijobu," a voice echoed thru the silence that surrounded Shunkaku, "Daisuki."
Even...to Tamahome...I'm sorry...
What...have I done
To...finally...
Thankfully...
Be...allowed...
To rest...?
Kono owari desu ~ This is the Ending
Suboshi stuff!!! A little thing on his thoughts as he died. 'Daijobu' means 'It will be all right', 'Daisuki' means "I love you", and everyone knows Suboshi's real name was Shunkaku, right? More stuff inspired by Les Miserables. ('What Have I Done?' is the name of Valjean's Soliloquy)
What have I done?
Whyever did I stop my ryuuseisui?
It should have killed him
Killed that man
Who ruined my life!
Am I feeling....
Regret?
Thinking...
Did I waste half my life,
My poor short life
Telling him he'd
Never Get Away?
What have I done?
Have I really had so much of a chance
And spent it all on hate?
I had so much power
And used it for anger
I had so much love
And I used it for revenge
What have I done?
I didn't understand
When ryuuseisui
Hit me,
Tearing my body
Ripping into my heart
Spilling my dear red blood all over
Wasting my young life
Throwing all my chances away,
I hated him
More than ever
But I didn't kill him
I had enough life left for that
And I stopped
I began to feel
So strongly
Shame
Realization
Weariness
Why did I spend so much time?
So much costly time
On a path which was
The wrong one to take
I am so tired now
So terribly tired
What have I done?
All I want is to sleep
And maybe
To hear someone say
'Daijobu'
Gently, just for me
Just to reassure me
I am so tired
I have lost everyone I ever loved
All I can do now
Is hold a turquoise ribbon
That I was once given
What have I done?
What in this world have I done?
Losing everything for nothing
Losing love for hate
Hate?
I could hate myself
But it's not worth it
All I should do now
Is hold that turquoise ribbon
That I was once given
And see how many people
Touched my life
And how many of them I allowed
More than just one
Touch
How many people did I love?
I should think of them
Yes
The only two who mattered
I should think of them
I should be happy for them
What have I done?
And all for them
My beloved twin
And for him I let myself be condemned
My beloved priestess
And for her I spent my life in misery
And yet
If they had never existed
I would be dead
I would be empty
I would never have known love
Never have trusted
Never have smiled
What have I done?
I did the wrong things for both of them
When I die
I'll be dead
And there will be no one to say even
The shortest of prayers for my soul
What have I done?
I will never be at rest
Because I let the one man who caused all this
To live
To be happy
And yet...I may rest in deeper peace
What have I done?
Whatever happens
I want the people I loved to be happy
When it all comes down
Everything I ever did was for them
Living was for them
Crying
Loving
Hating
Smiling
Fighting
Everything I ever did...
What have I done?
My ribbon
My pretty turquoise ribbon
That I was once given
I want to hold it forever
I want to sleep now
Sleeping curled up
Eyes closed
Breathing peacefully
Expression innocent
Forgetting everything
With just my ribbon
Just holding my ribbon
And maybe
Someone saying
Just for me
'Daijobu, Shunkaku, Daijobu'
That's all I want anymore
What have I done?
I think I'm going to get my wish
I'm so tired
I'm falling asleep
Slowly...slowly...
"Daijobu," a voice echoed thru the silence that surrounded Shunkaku, "Daisuki."
Even...to Tamahome...I'm sorry...
What...have I done
To...finally...
Thankfully...
Be...allowed...
To rest...?
Kono owari desu ~ This is the Ending