Hello! It's time I get to writing again, and before I work on my others I felt I needed to start one here. I do not own Suits, tho I wish I did, if nothing else at least own Mike Ross. The idea is mine and that's it. R&R? I hope its enjoyed. I miss writing and I really need to again.

Chapter One:

He leaned back in his chair and let out a heavy sigh. He couldn't believe what had happened. He loved her, the first person he let himself get actually close to after Kylee. He closed his eyes and ran a hand along his face. He now knew how Kylee felt. He was an idiot then, and he knows that now. Thanks to this new life he's had he's realized a lot, and changed himself for the better. Racheal had cheated on him, and he wasn't sure he could forgive that. He wanted to and he tried. Deep down he still knew he hasn't, and here he sat, in his office instead of running home to her.

As he sat there he saw Donna talking to someone. The dirty blonde hair wasn't familiar, but he would never forget those dark eyes. Last time he saw her was years ago. Or so it felt like years ago to him. Her hair was a fiery red back then. He knew that the red wasn't her natural color, but he never actually got to see her natural color, she would never let it show. He closed his eyes again and rubbed them as he heard his door open. Once he opened his eyes, not noticing anyone walk in, he looked again. She was still with Donna, and still looked like Kylee. He shook his head; he couldn't believe the odds of her walking into this firm. Yes, they were in New York, but he knew she didn't like Manhattan. She had stayed for him; once he had screwed up she was gone. Probably upstate somewhere, be he could never find out. She vanished from his life as quickly as she came in it.

"Mike…" He was lost in thought until he heard his name.

He looked around, "Yes?" He couldn't keep his eyes on Racheal, even as she spoke to him. "Do you know who that is?" He spoke quickly, not giving her a chance to say what she came for. He already knew what she came for. She wanted him home but he wasn't ready to be.

"That's Harvey's daughter."

Mike's jaw dropped, "Wha…. What?"

"Yeah. That's Kylee. Harvey didn't raise her, but as she got older he became more of a father to her."

No… No… No… How did he not know? Oh that's right, he had cheated on her, when he was getting to truly know her. He truly fell for her, and wanted to know everything about her. Then he listened to Trevor, got high, and drunk, and screwed up. He ruined everything about his life that night. It replayed over and over, and as far as he was concerned it always would. He still had to know why she was here. Was this his chance to fix what he broke?

But then there was Racheal. Could he really hurt her? He shook his head lost in his thoughts. Of course he could hurt her. When it came down to it, what he felt for Racheal was not what he still felt for Kylee.

"Can I meet her?" He asked.

Racheal raised an eyebrow, unsure if she should. She knew Kylee well, and she had just gotten Mike back. At the same time she had no room to go on what she felt was right. She did kiss Logan, and though she thought she liked it, she regretted it. Mike was it. The one her father would approve of, the one she wanted to be with. She hoped that he still felt the same. He once told her he wanted her to fall in love with him again. She never stopped loving him, and she hoped she could prove that.

As Mike and Racheal left his office Kylee's voice dropped off while she spoke to Donna. She couldn't believe it, Mike Ross was standing in front of her.

It had been two years ago, maybe even three, she lost count. She was so ready for life; she was close to bringing him to her father. Then that day she caught him. The day she saw him, slurring his words trying to stop her, some hooker in the room, and Trevor around there somewhere. Trevor was worthless, and she was devastated when Mike became so close to him. She understood friendships, but as Trevor grew he became a bad influence.

She lost her mother young; growing up with her Aunt she slowly began to meet her father, Harvey Spector. She stayed close but at the same time away. She wanted to make her mother proud, and her father. She wanted to be a lawyer, but as she grew older she realized that her father was one, but that was not her dream. High school was where she met Mike. She knew that high school sweethearts didn't exist anymore. Yet she still fell for Mike, stuck by him through a lot of things. And to this day she still loved him. She couldn't bring herself to see anyone after.

Here she stood, looking at him, unsure of what to say. She wasn't expecting to see him again.

"Hi Mike." She spoke before anyone else could. Mike caught the look on Racheal's face, he was sure that this was going to end badly. How could he tell Racheal he already knew her?