There is Nothing easy about dying
Chisa's steps up onto the roof of the tall building, the cold wind hitting her face, the the cold metal of her classes freezing her nose. She could see the metal railing of the building up ahead.She could feel a lump in her throat as she walked towards it.
--There is no need to stay hear, Chisa.-- she could hear the voice echo threw he head. The voice from all those e-mail's, the voice that had been bothering her for so long.
--Why be hear when you can be everywhere?--- the voice asked again.
Chisa stood still looking over the side of the railing, down at the street below.
"But if I'm everywhere, how can I be hear? And if I'm hear how can I be everywhere?" Chisa asked.
"How can you be hear with *us* when you are over there with *them*? Bodies are meaningless ,there is no reason to stay alive. Why stay hear in place where everyone hates you, a place where there not even a god to care for you Chisa?But over hear is different Chisa, hear there is a god." the voice explained, and that is when Chisa realized who the voice that echoed threw her head now belonged to. The voice was her own.
'Yes, why be hear when I can be there." Chisa whispered stepped over the railing. She let her black hair lose from there pigtails, letting the wind blow the black main behind her. With her free hand she removed her classes and looked threw there shinny glass.
'Bodies are useless, now that I'll finally be free of this cage I'll no longer need to wear these if again if I don't want to.' she thought.
--Come Chisa, there is nothing hard about dieing----
"There is no need for me to stay in a place like this." Chisa whispered as she let her hand go of the railing.
The cool breeze hit her face and rushed threw her body as she plummet downwards, towards the street. It was then that fear finally engulfed her as she smashed into a sign and hit the wet ground with a thud.
She could barely hear the screaming in the background, as she coughed up blood. She looked up threw eyes, filled with tears of pain and regret and she could see the little duck key chain on her school bag hanging over the ledge from which she fell.
Chisa coughed up another puddle of blood before saying her last words, in a voice barely above a whisper. "It's not true, There is nothing easy about dying......"