I really sorry for writing this, My brain has been toying with this Idea for over 6 months and I just couldn't let go
So here goes, if you are effected by character deaths don't read this because this is big.
and I don't belive sara would do this, but I coud'nt let it go.
"do you think there's a murder gene?"
"I don't belive gene's are a predictor of violent behaviour"
That conversation that night rattled round her head as she sat in the pool of blood next to his dying body,in his blood.
He watched her as she slowly broke down, going crazy as she pounded her fists on his chest screaming at him as though screaming life back into him.
"GIL, DON'T.... FUCKING LEAVE ME.........GIL PLEASE....... DON'T LEAVE ME"sobbing between each word, She really really didn't mean, just that last case really really got to her and she snapped.
He knew deep down she didn't mean it and as much as he should hate her at this moment he couldn't, he never did, all the times she left, all the times she made his blood boil he never could hate her, he always loved her and even now after she stabbed him he couldn't hate her as much as he tried.
He never liked seeing her hurt even if she'd hurt him more, I mean he was dying and she was the one who stabbed him ,she was the one who left twice still he wanted to hold his wife as he died.
He made a move to sit up and comfort her but as he did pain shot though out him, that did'nt feel good he thought he looked down to see a 4 inch wound just below his chest, with the amount of blood that was pouring out of him he knew he was a goner.
The world grew darker as gil made a grab for Sara "Sara listen to me, honey don't cry, I'm not gonna make it" he whispered with slight panic in his voice, she placed a kiss to his lips hoping kissing him wloud make things better
"Your gonna be fine"she placed another kiss this time to his nose "evey things gonna be ok your not gonna die" he let out a chuckle.
"I think you hit a major artery or something theres a lot of blood"he looked down to see the oozing of fresh blood
"Don't look at it relax gil, your gonna make it"fear in her eyes as she said it
"NO Sara I'm dead, I'm dying"sudden realisation hit her as she realised what she'd done, she killed the man she loved, the only man she ever loved and she fucking killed him she didn't deserve to live and she was going to the same fate as her mother, she was actually turning into her mother the person she vowed not to be.
she moved from her position on the floor to the cupboard in the kitchen, alarmed at this move gil called out "Sara don't leave me" she didn't answer instead she rooted though the cupboard finding two bottles of Gil's migraine medication a bottle of sleeping a bottle of tequila and a glass she put the glass on the side and poured the contents of both containers of migraine pills and the sleeping pills into a glass and mashed them down with a fork from the side then she added the tequila to the glass to create a death cocktail.
Sara kneelt back down next to gil and kissed him "were did you go?"he asked in panic
"If your dying I'm going with you"before Gil could protest she picked up the poison and drunk half of the mixture "here Gil you have some" he drunk the rest of the contents
"I love you Sara Sidle" he kissed her deep tasting her for the last time in this life
"and I love you Gilbert Grissom" she fell into his arms growing weak.
Together there world grew dark as they died together in each others arms.
If you hate it tell me
theres another chap coming