Princess lover 10 years later

Chapter 1: always alone

Hi I'm Mizuru mitsukawa I have live in this mansion alone sense I was a kid and had no emotions, people have always thought of me as a bad example to their children because I was always alone with my big sister shizuru, she was the only one I could have trusted to tell me anything to keep a smile or something on my face, I hated to wear a dress because it felt uncomfortable so I just wore some of my cousin Mitsuki's clothes she leaves here. People say that she is the great disaster that could put them to death but she says she's just a secret reaper that keeps secerts until they tell then kill them when they do, I thought it was pretty cool but you know nothing lasts like you want them too and the best thing you can do now is cry and move on, the problem is for me is I'm emotionless and have no feelings inside because i have been alone ever sense then my older sister came then my cousin that is almost like me visits from time to time with her sisters.

they have always been so nice to me, but if only i wasn't so bad at trying to be myself all the time and spend more and more time thinking of all the awesome things i would have been doing if i wasn't so emotionless, it's truly a pain to stress out over nothing at all, my grandfather had called to ask was i going to be at the party or not everything went silent as i answered "sure and will it kill you to let me wear what i wanna wear for my sake" he took a while to answer but then said "yeah sure why not it will be fun after all just don't wear that black outfit you look better in the white on" he heard laughing in the background and then me scream "SHUT THE HELL UP I'M ON THE PHONE WITH GRANDPA!" and the laughing died i think they cried after that and ran off to the game room i had, but then they wanted me to play with them so i sighed and told him "alright fine i'll wear the white one this time just please don't let them force me into a dress people know i hate dresses" he let out a huge long ugly laugh that somewhat made me wanna hang up, but he got to it first so i decided to have my maids put on my clothes for me i told them "Put the white bikini bra first then the bottom and don't look at my vagina then i want the shorts over them then the pure white jacket" they did it just like that.

When they were do i was singing a song that my cousins were playing, nobody knew i could sing so i just smiled and went on with my business the company was passed to my big brother teppei he is in his mid 20s, but i really don't know him well to consider him my big brother because he up and left me when i was about 2 months into birth i still fell the deep inner hate within me to ever forgive a bothersome man like him now i'm 17 and emotionless bother by the arranged marriage i have to deal with, i had never asked to be married with someone from a different family, but i'll have to see about that by going to this party that was arranged to meet my new soon to be husband.