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Summary:
Right after Jess had died, nothing had been the same. That's why months later Sam is wondering if he went into his decision to quickly after Jess died. Will he be tempted by Dean?
A priest's temptation
Chapter 1: The beginning.
"Jess! No..No!!" the flames were circling him now, he wanted to help her but he knew she was to far gone, but he just stayed there shocked at the scene before him.
Dean was about to leave when he saw the smoke and fire. He rushed out of the car and into the house, he found Sam lying shocked on the bed, he pulled him out, Sam struggled to get free of Deans grip, but Dean had always been the stronger one. Dean had to drag him out of the house and pushed him into the car.
"What were you thinking?!, you know you cant save her", Dean automatically regretted that, he was just so scared that he could of lost Sam.
Sam didn't respond he just sat there in silence, a tear running down his cheek.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean it like that".
Sam still didn't say anything, he just stared outside of the window completely ignoring everything that Dean had said. At that moment he didn't really care what Dean was saying, he just felt like there was something missing… Jess.
Soon they drove to the hotel to stay for a night and figure what they wanted to do. Sam went to have a shower, it might make him feel better, he ran the hot water, it burnt his skin but he didn't care, it was like everything that mattered before just doesn't have the same meaning anymore.
By the time he got out of the shower he found Dean asleep on the bed. He packed his clothes and everything and left the hotel, with no note for Dean. He didn't know where to go, he just started walking.
(SIX MONTHS LATER)
He built a new life for himself in Texas, some say he was too rushed in his decision, other say he didn't really want it, he just needed to belong somewhere. But it doesn't matter what other people said the fact was he was a priest whether people liked it or not. Sam didn't have the guts to ring his brother, mainly because he was scared of what his brother would say and he thought that Dean would have been better off without him in his life.
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After six months Dean couldn't let go, he still thought about Sam and where he was, if he was dead or not or even how he was doing
He was driving to Texas on the occasional hunt. There were some hauntings at the local church. He was going to check in at a hotel and then snoop around at night at the church.
He got a room for two, he doesn't really know why, it just was a habit for him, he hadn't known a life without Sam, he fell on the bed and ahd a rest before the hunt. All he had was his car, it seemed pathetic, but it was true enough. Dean had stopped sleeping around since Sam had gone, he had just been to broken to do anything but hunt and kill.
Dean had gotton more tired by the time he had woken up, but something pushed him, something made him not leave it to another night.
He crawled around to the side of the church, he knew each night a priest stayed there late to lock up, so he was trying no to be heard. He unpicked the lock which kinda opened straight away. He went in and he was looking around the altar for some sort or symbol or something that would give him a clue. That's when something jumped on him and pinned him to the altar floor.
"You son of a bitch"
"D-Dean? Is that you?"
"Sammy?"
Their position had changed when Sam let his guard down and relaxed a little. Now Dean was on top.
"Dean, get off me man!"
Dean pulled Sam up to a standing position only to receive a blow to the face.
"That's for leaving and not telling me if you were okay."
Dean pulled Sam, Sam didn't want anymore, he didn't want to be hurt again, he tried to resist but Dean was stronger than him, even he knew that. What surprised him the most was the fact Dean had pulled him into a hug. He pulled Sam so close Sam at one point couldn't breathe.
The hug finally ended and Dean had come back to his senses, he was shocked, this was no time for laughing… It finally sunk in.
"Sammy? Y-You're a priest, y-you, Sammy what happened?"