AKITO'S FINAL DAYS AS GOD-HIS THOUGHTS
Can you see me? Would you notice if I wasn't smiling today? Would you notice me, if we didn't know each other? Would you just walk straight past me like I was invisible? Would you gaze your eyes upon my face but not see anything and move on? Does anyone notice that I'm lonely, that sometimes I see no point in life? Do you acknowledge that I'm alive? Do you acknowledge me when I'm sad? Or just when I'm happy? Can I brighten your day like you brighten mine? Do you see past my anger? Will you see that I'm hurting deep below behind a wall I've put up? Do you notice the little glimmer in my eyes whenever you're around? Most importantly do you want me to be there like I want you to be there? Can we still be together even when the only way I have lived, my own little world is crumbling to pieces and I can't make it stop? Can you still be there for me when I have no more strength and need to borrow yours? I want you to know that maybe one day when I am strong again I can support you if/when you need it. Can we continue being together, if you knew how happy we could be, even if we have the bad times, would you stay? Will you stay through the bad times? That's who I need. Is that what you would wish for? Because that is all I wish for…