Rollercoaster

Up then down,

Up and back down,

If they're too many downs

And not enough ups

What will I do then?

Because it is happening now,

Too many downs,

Not nearly enough ups,

Not enough ups that are wonderful

Not nearly enough that will equal the downs

What can I do?

No-one is next to me.

If I can't share the ups

How can I share the downs?

How can I share the fear of the downs;

With the strength that I need?

What can I do?

When I look next to me I find the seat empty,

What if it's never to be filled… never taken

Left forever to be empty.

What is going to happen to me?

What can I do?

The ride stops,

For the slightest second,

Then it starts back up, but

I look next to me and I know everything will be alright

Because someone has filled the empty seat

What can I do now? Nothing, just enjoy the ride.