A/N okay so i know heaps of these kind of story but i wanted to take a shot at it :)
You should listen to the songs while reading it,
This is set a few years after new moon, the cullens never came back and Bella is a vampire you will find out later in the story :)
disclaimer: i dont own twilight or the songs :(
"So bella are you ready" Michelle my best friend asked me she has long blonde hair which is very curly shes the average height and ihas been 18 for a while just like.
i just glared at her she knows i dont like being called bella out in the public
"ok then, are you ready marie"mich repiled sarcasticly
"yes lets just get it done" she nodded and we walked through the big black door.
We entered the bar and made our way through the crowd and went up to the manager who was near the bar, he led us to a little dressing room behind the stage.
"thank you sir"
"no problem miss masen your on in 10 " and with that he left.
"bells" mich said in a half whisper "what are you going to wear"
" my dark blue dress and black pumps" i said whle putting them on and then straighting my hair
knock knock knock 5 minutes miss masen
"okay" i said in a voice that a human could hear
"i have to go now bells okay i will text you all the time and will see you sometime soon" michelle said with a sad smile on her face
"okay see ya have a safe flight and say hi to andy for me " (andys her mate)
"will do" she gae me one last hug and then i was left the door opened and the manager came through
"miss masen your on follow me"
i nodded and i was led up to the stage
"marie masen everyone" he exclaimed
"hi im marie masen and my very first song i have ever written satallite heart
So pretty/so smart
Such a waste of a young heart!
What a pity / what a sham
What's the matter with you, man?
Don't you see it's wrong/ can't you get it right?
Out of mind and outta sight
Call on all your girls, don't forget the boys
Put a lid on all that noise!
I'm a satellite heart/ lost in the dark
I'm spun out so far/ you stop, I start
But I'll be true to you
I hear you're living out of state, running in a whole new scene
They say i haven't slept in weeks, you're the only thing i see
I'm a satellite heart/ lost in the dark
I'm spun out so far/ you stop, I start
But I'll be true to you
I'm a satellite heart/ lost in the dark
I'm spun out so far/ you stop I start
But I'll be true to you no matter what you do/ yeah I'll be true to you
everyone was clapping when i had finished
"okay next up is a song for those who have lost love ones being they left or passed away"
the music started softly and then i started singing
Seems like it was yesterday when i saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but i walked away
If only i knew what i know today
Ooh ooh
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing i wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes i wanna call you
But i know you won't be there
Ooh, i'm sorry for blaming you
For everything i just couldn't do
And i've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days i feel broke inside, but i wouldn't admit
Sometimes i just wanna hide, cuz it's you i miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When comes to this, ooh
Would you tell me i was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who i am?
There's nothing i wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you are looking back
yeah
Ooh, i'm sorry for blaming you
For everything i just couldn't do
And i've hurt myself
Oo-ooh
If i had just one more day
I would tell you how much that
I missed you since you went away
Oo-ooh
It's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything i just couldn't do
And i've hurt myself...
...by hurting you
every one was quite when i hit the last they all ended up off there feet ,standing and clapping
the next song is played bye rascal flatts but it truley describes what i have been through
so heres what hurts the most
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
Ooohhh...
and my last song is one for those who have had a broken heart heres try sleeping with a broken heart
Even if you were a million miles away
I could still feel you in my bed
near me, touch me, feel me
And even in the bottom of the sea
I can still hear inside my head
Telling me, touch me, feel me
And all the time you were telling me lies
So tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
I'm gonna hold on to the times that we had
Tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
Have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart?
Well you can try sleeping in my bed
Lonely, only, nobody ever shut it down like you
You wore the crown, you make my body feel heaven-bound
Why don't you hold me, need me, I thought you told me
You'd never leave me
Looking in the sky I can see your face
And i knew right where I'd fit in
Take me, make me
You know that I'll always be in love with you
Right til the end
So tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
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I'm gonna hold onto the times that we had
Tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
Anybody could have told you right from the start
It's bout fall apart
So rather than hold onto a broken dream
Or just hold onto love
And I could find a way to make it
Don't hold on too tight
I'll make it without you tonight
So tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
I'm gonna hold onto the times that we had
Tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
thank you and good night
i walked to the dressing room and grabbed my bag and headed out to my car.i was going to go hunting. as i walked towards my ferrari i saw
an awfully familier volvo pull up.
A/N : was it any good should i carry on?
songs used in this chapter were
sattalite heart by anya marina
hurt by christina aguilera
what hurts the most by rasscal flatts
try sleeping with a broken heart by alicia keys