"should I come back?" she asked
"I need some time. But I will always be waiting" He told her
"till my heart stops beating."
Till my heart stops beating. Till my heart stops beating. Did she really want her heart to stop beating? Bella thought about the past few moments as she stopped at the stop light. She wasn't going home, she wasn't going to Edward and Jacob didn't want her around. She didn't blame him. She had caused enough damage. She loved him, she truly did just not the way he wanted her too, why couldn't he just understand that? And why couldn't Edward realize that she didn't want to marry him. She wasn't ready. She wanted to live. Experience college. Make up her freak in mind about life! Bella let her truck take her where ever the road took her. She text Charlie, told him she wouldn't be home tonight and no, she wasn't staying with the Cullen's. She kept driving, she didn't know how long. It wasn't until, she came upon Spokane Washington and just before she crossed the border, there on the side of the road was a bar. Julies. She didn't know why, but she pulled up and walked inside. No one even looked at her, and it felt good. She ordered a Shirly temple, and for once in her life Bella relaxed.
Someone sat next to her, she didn't look up. "how in the world did you find yourself here?" Bella looked up to face the one and only Paul lahote.
She didn't say anything. Why would she? What did she have to say to him? Besides What was the point. No one listened to her anyway.
"Julie can I get a hamburger, fries and a shake and one for the lady too." He said. Bela looked up at him. "why?" she asked him coldly. Wasn't he going to be angry at her like the rest of the pack? Give her side glances because she made a choice. Is that what everyone wanted her to do? choose.
"why what? Why am I talking to you? Why am I here? Well, if you makes you feel any better, This one of my hangouts, you know without the pack and two. I see you. I see you Bella. And I heard what Jacob said to you on the mountain. It was wrong. It was completely childish. But I could tell it hurt you more than you let on. To have someone you love to threaten to kill themselves because you, wont love them the way they want you to. It's not right. To make matters worse, you have the worlds expectations on your shoulders."
Bella still didn't respond. Was she that readable? "come on, lets dance." He told her as he stood up and put his hand out. Bella just stared. "come on bella, for a few hours lets just be..human."
She took his hand.