I usually don't start my stories like this, but I'm doing the 500 theme challenge. Yep, I write five hundred chapters according to a theme. And of course, the main topic will be about Big Time Rush. I wonder if would let me have 500 chapters. The first one, introduction, is before the 'No Regrets' story. Like when James and Kendall are talking.

Introduction

I was sitting on my bed, looking at myself in mirror. Man, I looked amazing today. Hopefully Logan will like it on our date at the pool. That reminds me, I should work out before I go so I look toned and buff. That's a good idea. I guess I'll start with push-ups… with no shirt, of course. I pulled my black t-shirt over my head and looked at myself in the mirror again. Well, hello handsome.

I went to the ground and started to do push-ups. One, two, three, ugh, four, five, six, seven, er, eight, nine and ten! That was easy. Maybe I should do more. Nah, Logan told me he likes me just the way I am. Unless he was singing that song by Bruno Mars. Hmm…

Should I do sit-ups now? Maybe I should – I was cut off my trail of thought when Kendall walked in mine and Carlos' room with someone behind his back. Was it a present for me? I hope. I love presents especially when the present is a mirror or a hair product. Ooh, what if Kendall got me that new Cuda Masculine two-in-one shampoo and conditioner. That would be cool.

"Hey J-James." Kendall said. He sounded nervous. Oh no, did he break my lucky comb? He better not have or I will beat his ass so hard that he won't be able to walk. That sounds kind of mean after you think about it. But hey, it's my lucky comb!

"Sup Kendall," I said, gazing into my mirror. Damn, I look hot. "What's behind your back? A present?" He smiled nervously at me and walked closer to me.

"Well, kind of." He said, staring into my eyes. He moved his hands behind his back and revealed my present. It was a rose. What? Why did he get me a rose? Did he find out about Logan and me? He knows I'm bi, but he doesn't know I'm with Logan. "James Diamond, will you be my boyfriend?"

My eyes widened. I felt myself start blushing. I'm not blushing because I like Kendall, but I'm blushing because I'm well… flattered. How am I supposed to tell him no? He has a rose and everything. "Well, um, Kendall, I-" I said, but was cut off by Kendall's finger on my lips. "Speak no more, James. I know you love me too." Oh god, what is he going to do?

I felt him grab my faces and pressing his body against my shirtless body. Then, he kissed me. He kissed me hard, with tongue and everything. What if Logan walked in any moment? I can't let this happen! I pushed him back and frowned.

"Are you okay, babe?" he asked, resting a hand on my bare chest. "Kendall, look. I haven't told you this but… I'm dating Logan right now. I'm really sorry. We can still be friends, right?"

His eyes grew in shock. Then his eyes filled with rage and anger. I hate seeing Kendall mad; it's like someone ripping your hair out and throwing you against a wall. "What do you mean you're in a relationship with Logan? I thought you loved me! I saw it in your eyes! The way you looked at me, laughed with me and touched me!" he shouted. "You lead me on and left me hanging like this? You're an idiot, James. Why didn't you tell me when you started dating Logan? How long have you guys been dating?"

I looked at him and his face was red, full of anger. "We've been together for two weeks." I confessed, looking down. He dropped the rose on the ground and stomped out of the room.

"GOD! Why does my life suck so fucking much?"

Sorry for the Kendall OOCness. I hoped you liked it. Please review!