Disclaimer: I don't own anybody except for those that are not famouse! this never happend and is not true, just a work of fiction.
"LET
ME OUT!!!!" Ash pounded on her bedroom door, screaming at her
mother. "I wanna see DAD!"
Her mother's voice came through
the wood. "Shut-up, Ashley, or I'll have to do it for you." She
heard footsteps down the hall.
Ash sat on her bed and tried not
to cry. Today was her 18th birthday. She should've been at her
dad's a month ago but he'd never come to get her. He'd finally
called earlier that afternoon but her mom refused to let him see her.
She balled her hands into a fist, and then let out a gasp. Her left
middle finger was swollen and purple. There was no telling what her
face looked like.
Ash heard a big truck with a big engine pull
into the driveway. She could picture her dad pulling his 6'10"
frame out form the Chevy Silverado. When she didn't hear the engine
cut off she panicked. "Oh God. He's believing whatever she's
telling him. He's gonna leave me here." Ash jumped up and pounded
on her window. Her mother had nailed it closed from the outside, so
pulling on it wouldn't work. She frantically looked around for
something heavy enough to break the glass.
She picked up her metal
desk chair and heaved it against the window as hard as she could. As
soon as the sound of breaking glass stopped she screamed. "DADDY!!!"
She had just gotten her head out the hole when she was shoved back
inside. She felt the skin on her forearm catch on a shard. She looked
up to see Mark push past her mom.
"Come here."
Ash
scrambled up. "Please don't leave me here."
"I'm
not. You're coming with me." He helped her through without
getting any more cuts. Then, ignoring his screeching ex-wife, he
carried her to his truck. He was down the street before he spoke
again. "How bad are you hurt?"
"I don't know. I cut my
arm."
He pulled into an empty parking lot and slammed the truck
into park. "Let me look at you." He yanked a shirt out of his gym
bag and carefully wiped the blood off her face. "Jesus, what'd
she do to you?"
Ash shrugged. "She got mad when I demanded to
see you. I told her I was 18 now and she couldn't stop me."
"So
she beat the hell out of you?"
Ash looked sheepish. "I may
have thrown some profanities in there."
Mark just grunted and
moved down her arm. "Well, you're definitely gonna need stitches.
And looks like that finger's broken. Possible concussion. We're
going to the hospital."
"Do we have to?"
He cut her a
glance out of the side of his eyes.
"I just don't want them to
write up a report. They'll want me to press charges. But I just
want it over. I don't wanna have to see her again."
"I'm
sorry. We're going. I understand, but we've gotta get you fixed
up."
Ash just nodded her head.
A few hours later
Heather heard the truck pull up. She scrambled down the stairs and
threw open the front door. She greeted her half sister with, "You
look like shit."
Ash grinned around the swollen and bruised
parts. "Love you too." She held up her left hand where her middle
finger was encased in metal. "Bitch broke my finger."
Mark
sighed. "She got 14 stitches in her arm. Four in her eyebrow and
two in her lip. But she's worried about a cracked finger."
Heather
took her sister's good hand and they went upstairs. "Dad called
from the hospital. I have been climbing the walls."
"Awww…for
lil ole me?"
"Can the sarcasm, Ash. Dad's been worried about
this for years now."
"What? Why?"
"He said it wasn't
anything he could put his finger on, but he thought she'd been
hitting you."
"Well, he's really pissed. He barely said
anything in the truck."
"You know he's not mad at you,
right?"
Ash nodded. "I think he's disappointed that I let it
go this far. Which is worse. I'd rather him be mad."
"I
totally understand. But everything's gonna be fine now. You don't
have to live with your momma now."
Ash shrugged and mumbled a
quick goodnight.
Late
that night, after everyone had gone to bed, Ash heard her door creak
open. A large shadow blocked the hall light. "Dad?"
"I
didn't mean to wake you up yet."
"You didn't. Can't
sleep either?"
He left the door cracked enough to let a little
light in. "Not really." He sat on the end of her bed. "When you
guys were little, I'd come check on you as soon as I got home. It
was the first thing I did. You'd both be piled up in one or the
other's room."
Ash smiled at the memory. "We'd leave a
nightlight on to make sure you knew who's room we were in."
"Yep.
And I'd see that you were fine and I'd go to bed." Mark was
silent for a moment. "My worst fear was that something would happen
to my girls while I was gone. It still is. Even though you're both
adults now."
"Dad? I really need to tell you something. And I
know you're gonna get upset."
"Just tell me."
"You
remember when we had to go to court about who got me after the
divorce?"
"Yeah."
"You remember how you took me out for
ice cream the day before?"
"Yeah. The day I screwed everything
up."
"What exactly happened? I was too little to remember it
all."
Mark sighed heavily and readjusted himself on the bed. "I argued with you mother to let me take you out that day. She was saying that she'd make sure I never saw you again after they gave her custody. So I said fine. Let me have her for one afternoon. I knew my lawyers would get me at least partial custody. I hadn't seen you in about 3 weeks and you were a rambunctious child anyway. So you were bouncing all over the place that day. You caught sight of Baskin Robins and took off right into the street. I think you took a few years off my life right then. I just reacted. I grabbed your arm and yanked you back to the sidewalk. I wasn't thinking about how strong I was or how little you were. I left a lot of marks. Your mother used that in court against me." Mark caught sight of her face. Tears leaked silently down her bruised cheeks. "What? What's wrong?"
"I'm sorry. I lied.
To you. To everyone. Mom told me I had to. When I got home she saw
the light bruises and started grabbing my arm, making them worse. And
I had to say you did it. Or she'd make sure I never saw you again.
And if I told anyone she did it, then I'd get taken to an orphanage
where kids get beaten all the time and no one feeds them or let's
them play…" the last few words were almost unintelligible.
Mark
scooped his child into his lap and rocked her like a baby. "Shhh.
It's okay."
"No it's not. If I'd have told the truth
maybe I could've lived with you. And this never would've
happened."
"But we'll never know what coulda woulda
shoulda happened. And you'll drive yourself crazy thinking about
it."
Ash sniffled and looked up at him through watery eyes. "So,
you're not mad at me?"
"No, honey. You were four years old.
I can't blame you for being scared of your momma. Hell, I was
scared of her sometimes."
"Bitch broke my finger."
Mark
couldn't help but laugh. "Why that finger though? What'd you
do? Flip her off?" He took her silence for a yes. "Not smart. You
knew that."
"I know. But she had already beaten the shit out
of me. So I figured fuck it. And I'd wanted to give that bitch the
bird for a lotta years."
"Me too, darlin', me too."
They heard a door open next to them and Heathers head poked in.
"Having a slumber party without me?"
"Why don't you girls
go get in my bed? Since I have to wake Ash up every hour, we'll
just camp out and watch movies."
Ash's eyes were still shiny.
"Like when we were little?"
"Yep. Except I'm not checking
the closet for monsters."
Heather snorted. "Dad, we
wanted to sleep with you cause we just knew the closet monsters were
terrified of the Lord of Fucking Darkness."
"Then why'd I
have to scare so many away?"
It was Ash's turn to snort. "We
wanted to see how many times you'd yell into an empty
closet."
"Rotten. You are rotten, rotten children. Why do I
put up with you two?"
"Glutton for punishment?" Heather
suggested.
"Obviously." His voice was dry. "Now go
pick a movie. I'll be there in a minute." After the girls left
Mark stayed a minute. He looked around at the bedroom still decorated
for a child. They hadn't been able to find care bear wall paper, so
Mark had a friend of his hand paint Care-A-Lot onto the walls. Every
bear you could think up was in residence. As his own special touch,
Mark had added one riding a Harley. Ash had squealed and refused to
leave her room for hours. Mark had to smile at the memory. The three
of them had eaten dinner on the floor. Like a picnic.
