Okay now, this is a new story I just started,and it's not finished yet. Remember that if no-one reviews, I wont write more, unless I get an inspiration. The chapters might be a little short, sorry about that. And, like in all of my stories, there might be grammar errors and/or wrong words that sound strange or don't fit in there. If you see those, please let me know.

Enjoy!

Chapter 1 – He and his personality

It was a beautiful, early autumn's morning. Trees were colourful, it rained every now and then, and the wind was blowing. In Tokyo, there were apartment houses everywhere. In one appartment, on floor 5, lived a family; Taisho -family.

Sesshoumaru slept in his own room. This day would be the day he had been waiting for the whole summer. This was the day he would begin a new grade at school.

Someone knocked the young dog youkai's door. Sesshoumaru woke up immediaetly and sat up.
"Knock knock, sleepyhead!" this arrival said. It was his father, Inutaisho. He was peeking in from the door. Sesshoumaru nodded while rubbing his eyes. Even though he did want to go back to school, maybe it wouldn't hurt anyone if the school would start a few hours later.
"Come on, come on! The brakfast is waiting!" Inutaisho said, smiling, and disappeared from the doorway.

Sesshoumaru dressed up, made his bed and grabbed his new backpack from the floor. He exited his room and walked to the kitchen. He was glad to see his dad, cooking something to eat at the stove...

But there were two other people he didn't really mind to see. At the table they sat; his stepmother, (HUMAN!), and his half-little brother (HANYOU!). Sesshomaru sat on a chair, as far from the little hanyou-boy as possible.
"Good morning, sunshine!" that human-woman greeted with a warm smile. Her name was Izayoi. She sure liked Sesshouaru, but Sesshoumaru almost wished she wouldn't even exist. But if there was someone in this household he disliked even more, that was his baby brother, Inuyasha. He sat in the highchair and drank milk from a baby bottle. He was 1 years old, and had started to learn to speak a bit. He actually didn't dislike his big brother. No, he was actually proud to have such a "cool big bro", but he didn't want to play with him with him with his own Legos. Sesshoumaru didn't mind that. Not at all.

"Oh, how time flies!" Inutaisho sighed, smiling while he poured some oatmeal on Sesshoumaru's plate. "I still remember the days Sesshoumaru would come to me at night, asking if he could sleep next to me, because he had a bad dream!" he laughed out.
"And now he's a big boy, fifhgrader!" Izayoi smiled while she petted Inuyasha's head.
"Biiiig big bro!" Inuyasha grinned and waved his hand at Sesshoumaru. The young youkai seemed grumpy.

"Okay now, is everything you'll need packed up?" Inutaisho asked while Sesshoumaru put on his coat and Wellington boots.
"Yes, everything is fine", the yougster nodded with a blank face. It wasn't easy to live with a human and a half-breed. Especially the half-breed. Just make it worse, while Inuyasha was only 1 years old, Sesshoumaru had just turned 12.

"Well, lets get going!" Izayoi said, holding the little hanyou wearing overalls in her arms. The boy was sucking his pacifier, closing his eyes every while and then, like he was going to fall asleep. Then the whole Taisho family walked out of the apartment, took the elevator from the 5th floor to the ground floor. Inutaisho took the driver's seat, Inuyasha sat in a baby seat next to him, and Izayoi and Sesshoumaru sat at the back seats. First they stopped at the local kindergarten. And these moments were always nothing than a horible drama. Inuyasha went crazy, whimpered and cried like a puppy, when he was taken from his mother's arms.
"Good boy, Inuyasha", the nurse said, petting the dog boy's warm ear. Izayoi waved at Inuyasha.
"Me and daddy will be back in afternoon, don't worry! You're safe here, darling", she said, turned around and walked out of the door.
"Mama!" Inuyasha cried out. The nurse sighed, since this happened Every. Single. Morning, when Inuyasha came here. The nurse started to take off the boys overall.

Izayoi sighed as she sat at their car's back seat, next to Sesshoumaru. Inutaisho turned on the car and looked back at the back seats:
"And now, to where the big kids go!"
Sesshoumaru sat there, like nothing. He didn't really like being talked of like children, even though he actually was still a child.

The car curved to the school yard and stopped at the main door. Sesshoumaru opened his car door and stepped out. He breath in the fresh autumn air and looked at his father, who was standing behind him, smiling. That made even Sesshoumaru smile. Inutaisho was surprised., since Sesshoumaru almost never smiled.
"Okay now, your school day ends at 2 o' clock. I will be here to pick you up by then", Inutaisho said while petting his son's back.

Sesshoumaru walked in from the school doors and found his way to his class. The noise in the classroom was almost too much for his dog demon's ears. There was one other youkai in his class, everyone else were humans. Sesshoumaru sat down at a desk and took his pencil case from his backpack.

"Hiya, Sesshoumaru!" one boy greeted. He thought he was Sesshoumaru's friend, but hell no! Sesshoumaru thought him as more like a pest, but he didn't want to get in trouble, so he just nodded at the boy.

Sesshoumaru sure was't popular. Far from it. He sure wasn't bullied either, and there were so, so many students who would love being friends with him. But Sesshoumaru backed off. He was very cold hearted.

And there was a reason.

As a little child, Sesshoumaru was like a normal child. He laughed, he cried, asked for help if needed, and was very social.

But one day, when he, his father, and his real mother, went for a trip. But the weather was just as bad as it could get, and it was too much; a truck crashed to them. Inutaisho broke both his arms, Sesshoumaru got a severe concussion... But his mother died.

After that, Sesshoumaru was taken to a childrens psychiatrist, but it didn't last for long, since the psychiatrists said "there is no contact to the child", so they decided to stop the therapy. As the years went by, Sesshoumaru went deeper in his grieve. He didn't speak much.

Then one day, when Sesshoumaru had got home from school, and was making his home work, he could hear their apartment door opened. He could smell there was someone else with his father, someone who's scent he couldn't recognize. He came to see them, and the sight he faced made his heart almost stop beating.

A human. A human woman. Standing hand in hand with His father! Sesshoumaru watched as the woman took off her shoes.
"Hello, son. Here, meet Izayoi", Inutaisho said, smiling. Then he turned towards her again and put his hand on her shoulders. "She will be staying here for now. You will love each other!"
"...I see", Sesshoumaru said quietly, almost whispered, turned around and walked off to his room and shut the door with a loud bang.

That was almost 2 years ago. In just a few weeks after that day, that human woman, Izayoi, moved to them permanently. Sesshoumaru didn't like her at all. But he didn't show it, just hid it in his mind. And then, he could see Izayoi's stomach was growing week by week. And a bit less than a year from that, Inuyasha was born.

That was how Sesshoumaru's cold pesonality was formed. His father had been worried about his son's future ever since the psychiatrists' visits.

He felt hopeless.