A/N: even though i have so many stories in my head ive never actually posted them so this is my first story for the public! if you like it ill continue it i have the whole thing laid out in my head how i want it to go just gotta put it to words. i hope you like it and please remember that its not beta'd and that im new at this, so reviews good or bad will help! :) happy reading! - Britt

Dear Diary,

Two months.. thats how long its been since THAT day in Paris. The day that Irv tried to oust Miranda and I found out about it and tried to warn her to no avail. The day that Miranda threw Nigel under the bus to save her own skin from Irv's evil plotting. The day Nigel said Miranda would repay him..one day, and i was a little unsure as to whether he was actually speaking to me or trying to convince himself of what he was saying. The day Miranda said she saw herself in me, that we were alot more alike than I cared to admit and to just accept it because lets face it the whole world wants to be us.

Two months.. thats the day that I almost left Miranda in Paris in the middle of fashion week when she needed me most, okay I did leave but after freaking out for an hour I came back with Miranda's piping hot starbucks order in tow as a peace offering. She just accepted the coffee and went about the day like she didnt notice I was gone or that it didnt happen, but Nigel tells me otherwise.. She knew and she chose to pretend like she didnt instead of tearing me to shreads like shes so good at doing, and man is she good at it. I still dont know why she chose to ignore it and I probably never will, I mean its not like I can ask her, because you never ask Miranda anything.. EVER! The woman is a strong force to be reckoned with thats for sure, she keeps me on my toes as her assistant and my life is constantly chaotic and filled of her. So why did I come back that day instead of running when I had the chance and like I probably shouldve? Well I'll tell you since you keep all my secrets..

Because Two months ago.. is the day that I realized that I, Andrea Sachs am head over Prada heels in love with my boss, the one and only Miranda Priestly.