Disclamer: I DO NOT own naruto or the song bits you will see here. that is all.

through the sadness take your flight,and become the wings that peirce the viel,spreading strong and true tonight-vic mignoga

I woke to find myself still alive,which was good,because as the last line of defense for my village, i was the last ninja in my clan...a clan of powerful,dedicated ninja...

Hahaha!! did you really believe me? No,but really I am glad I awoke today.When your like me and have terminal cancer anyday your alive is worth celebrating.

The reason I say that everyday is because its the only thing that keeps me alive these days.As I looked out the window from my hospital room,I realized it was raining.On a saturday,it wasn't like i had anything to do,or rather COULD do,but it still bummed me out.

I had realized that i awoke maybe an our before I need to, when the nurse walk in and noticed me awake. "Alexis, Why aren't you resting?" I flashed one of my world famouse smiles,and replied," I just woke up, ya' know?"

She smiled and shook her head in a motherly way." You SHOULD be getting some rest, but since your up, I'll go to my locker and bring you the DS okay?" "Sure!" She smiled once again and turned to leave.

She was beautiful,and I never knew why she had trouble holding onto a man. My nurese name was Jessica,I know right? A beautiful name in its self. She actually HAD her real hair, it was always in a bun, but she showed me a picture of her with it down. Her hair was shinning a majestic red, her sky blue eyes had a certain sparkle to them,and she was happy. Her skin was more fair than mine, but to tell the truth since I didn't have hair to worry about, I worried about my skin instead,and its become so soft its scary.

She returned with the DS in hand and smiled,"You must be happy."

"Of course I am!"

"Good! I 'm glad your happy. So you've finally forgiven them?" I forze in shock.

"Forgiven who exactly?" I asked in a normal steady voice. She realized right away that I wasn't told of THERE visiting.

"Oh,I-I'm sorry! I ment to tell you,Alexis,really! But,you see,Aaron called yesterday,and when I came to say goodbye,you were already asleep."

"Its okay. Its not your fault,anyway you should get back to your other patiants,otherwise the head nurse will have your head again."

"OH! Thank you Alexis!" She got up quickly and ran out the door waving.

Okay this was going to be tricky,I always dreaded my parents coming to see me.What I didn't understand was,that if they couldn't stand one another or me,why they even came to see me together.Jessica would always warn me,and I would "accidently" catch a cold in the night.They just loved to fight,that when I did that one time, my parents actually yelled,saying that if this is suppose to be a hospital, why are the patiants still getting sick,all they could say was that they can't keep everything away.

It made me laugh,and thats when they desided they where going to see me every two weeks together,but my mother was on a honeymoon with her new husband,and my father was suppose to be on a business trip right now,so i had nothing to worry about. I played the morning away,that by the time I finally turned it off eric was comeing down the hall, you could actually hear him singing.

Eric was,like, my only true friend,who was totally into Avril Lavigne. To be honest he told me that if my funeral was to be on the same day as an Avril Lavigne concert, he would beg Avril to sing at my funeral or ask my parents to bury me next to her concert. He was a little on the fruity side if you know what i mean.wink wink

"Alexis!! How are you today,my love?" He walked over to me as he sang that and gave me a hug.

"Actually, I have to go pee right now." I flashed a smile at him and he bonked me on the head.

"OW!!"

"You're so nasty.You know if you keep sayiong that, no guy would want to date you."

"Actually, I think my manners would be the least of my problems,now help me up will you?"

"Fine."

He helped me up and walked me to the bathroom,"Thank you sweetie."

"Are you sure you don't want me in there to wipe your ass for you?"

"Now you should watch your manners,otherwise no man will want to date you." He grinned and walked to the T.V. I knew today was going to be a good day because of him.

Eric was tall for his age,and really handsome too.He was in a abusive relationship, his lover always told him he was too fat, but in reality he was way skinner than Franky.

I always liked Franky but he could be such a drama king.He always told Eric that his hair stricks were ugly or stupid,but in reality, he was completly in love.He would always cry to me saying he wishes he could apolizie and make it up to him,it hurt me too,that I couldn't do anything for them.

When I emerged from the bathroom he was sitting in the seat next to my bed in all his awesome glory,watching T.V., Which caused me to ask him the most stupid question in the world,"so did you go to the avril concert?" He turned to me and slightly raised his eyebrows,as if he was in an alternet universe.

"Yeah, otherwise i wouldn't have come remember?" "Oh,yeah"

"Alexis,Why don't you ever having anything good to do here?"

"Well, it IS a hospital, ya' know.Anything exciting that could happen here, is probably all te doctors rushing to get a rich patiant."

"Thats gay,and i should know."

"I know,huh? So how long are you going to stay?"

"Well,I am eightteen now so, I'll stay the night!!"

"Yayy!!" The head nurse came waltzing into my room right then,"There ARE other patiants here, you know.They are paying for the best care and you are disrupting it."

"Well,so am I and what the hell do you think your doing?"

"W-What?!"

"Well,lets look at it like this,if I didn't have the money to pay for your paychecks,I would be out in the street right now dead,and even you know that.So I suggest that you get back to the others before my parents decied to stop paying for you." She had a shocked face,that turned to anger and she left,but not before calling me a bitch.

"Wow, you have a way with people." Eric smiled fro the corner of his mouth and winked. Smiling back I replied, "Hey what can I say? I'm a natural people person." We sat there watching T.V. till the sun was setting.

"Are you hungry?" Eric looked at me with innosect eyes, "A little."

"You can go if you want. I should be okay till you get back." I smirked before continuing, "Oh! But please hurry!! I don't know how long I can last with out your gloriouse-ness!!"

"I shall be back in a minute and we will party!!" I held my hand up and was about to yell a lound yeah, when the nurse came in and told us to pratically shut up. "Bitch. Anyway, hurry okay?"

"Sure." And he left.

I sat there and stared out the window, 'what the hell is taking him?' Three birds flew by and one plane before I realized what time it was, "Naruto is on!" I quickly changed the channel and watched the opening song and sang along.

I would like to think I was the biggest fan out there, especially since I had NOTHING to do in a hospital. It was the episode sasuke had to chose wether he was going with orochimaru or stay in Kannoha. He was so cute.

I was half-way into the episode, when I heard a tap at the doorway, I looked back, and was completly horrified to see who was there. "Hey there, kiddo. I see you're doing well."

My smile fadded and my body tensed, my father had come to see me, ALONE. "I-I'm waiting for someone. He said he'll stay with me." My fathers face twisted at the 'He' part. His blonde hair was neatly combed, his black eyes turned into black holes and I was being sucked into them.

"Oh? Well, I requested that the door stay close and that I was going to stay here." I stiffened even more, and quickly thought of my ways out. The door wasn't an option, he had already blocked it, I could jump out the window, I would just die thats all. There was NO way out, and I was actually thinking of screaming.

"Why do you look scared? You knew this was going to happen again sooner or later." He started walking toward me, and threw his jacket down on the floor, un-tieing his tie.

"NO!! STOP!!" I had finally gotten away, but he would even rap me in a hospital. I jumped up and walked to the window, thinking the chance I would have of living, let me tell you this, it wasn't good.

"Sakura, thank you." I looked at the T.V., He chose Orochimaru. My father took advantage of it and rushed at me, grabbing me and throwing me onto the bed. "NOO!! STOP IT! STOP IT!" I was crying, punching and kicking, but nothing seemed to work, he just held on tighter.

"Don't worry. I payed them all off to not come in here, we won't be cought." He kissed my neck and i finally was able to punch him in the nose.

"YOU LITTLE BITCH!" He grabbed me by the neck and punched my face back. He slammed the top of my head on to the wall, and slapped me across the face. I was bleeding and he didn't care.

"I'll teach you to hit me!!" He lifted me and threw me to the ground. When I hit the ground, I heard a cracking sound, and everything was starting to turn a copper color, even my hearing was going, it was nothing more than a mear humming noise.

I saw my father looking at me horrified and he was calling my name, but thats all I knew he was saying.

My eyes fluttered around the room and landed on the last bit of naruto, he was now going to orochimaru, "My Sauske..." I fell into a pit of darkness after those words entered my head.

There was nothing I could do as I watched my body dieing and I only wish I could give Eric on last hug, but I was going somewhere, and I had no clue what to expect. My vision when black again, and I was suddenly on my back, with something hitting my face softly.

"OMG! Orochimaru!! Come here!! She's still alive!" "Good work, Itachi. We have to get her to the hospital soon." "Yes sir."

I felt my body lifting and laughed to myself, "I must really be in hell..." I open my "eyes", to see a familiar face looking back at me, but funny thing is, he was never alive to begin with. It was rain that fell on me and it seemed all too coincidental that it would rain on my death.

Well what do you think? Some comments will be very much appreciated!! and if you have an idea of what would make this fanfic better then i would love to hear them!!

anyway, I've wasted enough of your time, thanks for reading!! and please keep reading! see you next time...maybe.