She burns
Bella's body responds to my predatory advances, the pulsing flow of crimson liquid intensified. The skin burning under my mentrations. Blindly following the trail of finger tips down her fragile neck. If only it knew the danger that lingers beneath the surface.
Today's on fire
The sky is bleeding above me, and I am blistered
I walk these lines of blasphemy, every day
And still:
I am not a natural creation of nature. My very existence shouts the doubt of a higher being to the heavens and yet I will still not listen. Condemned to walk this earth unceasing I cling to the hope of something greater than myself. The thirst unquenching does not allow for any peace to come my way.
Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her
She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn
My family can sympathize but the temptation they do not know. Knowing that my human and non-human existence depends upon her and her alone. I cannot deny her smell nor her smile. Finally allowing myself to fall into her eyes, the speed increasing until I feel as though I will be crushed with the love and desire. Bella, my Bella knows.
I feel diseased
Is there no sympathy from the sun?
The sky's still fire
But I am safe in here, from the world outside
Holding her in my arms, the second home I've come to know. I loathe myself for the danger I posess and the constant insatiable reminder of the threat I pose to my love. When all the world rejects me, with the sun and all its glory- I am safe in my chair in her room. Watching her. Even though I have not changed, even with the fragility of human life- here is where I belong.
So tell me
What's the price to pay for glory?
I cannot bear to steal her soul. To damn her for eternity, what sort of life will that be? To selfishly rip her away from her family so that I may be happy? It scares me, what she would happily give to be with me. I do not doubt that she would, if I said it was what I wanted but its not what I want emotionally. I want to see her enjoy her existence and to see it come to an end so that I may have my own end.
Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her
She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn
My sins are my own to bear, the star that shines unnaturally bright and cannot stay in orbit. A supernova of life-ending proportions lies ahead and there is no way back. I burn, I burn for her and her alone. No other can satiate the fire.
Today is fire, and she burns
Today is fire, and she burns
She burns
"Take me, Edward." Her voice belies her own raging inferno. The need to be with something so wrong seems too just in her eyes. The longing to give in swells within me and I am at a loss for words. Closing my eyes, stealing myself for the rejection required for her own good.
Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her
She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn