The nightmare was back, I haven't had it in three years, reliving happy and terrible moments in my life was never easy.

Flashback

"Staria Lovegood!" Professor McGonagall announced.

I stepped up to the sorting hat, hardly afraid, as it was lowered onto my head, and not at all shocked when it began to speak.

"Ah, very loyal, a good Hufflepuff, ambitious, cunning and sly, maybe fr Slytherin, but to kindhearted, wouldn't hurt anything, genius, for Ravenclaw maybe, courage, and lots of it for Gryffindor, what do you think child?"

"You may put me wherever you please my dear friend, I would, however be happy to be placed with the friends I made on the train, Seamus, Neville, Dean, and Hermione." I thought to the hat.

"Very well...GRYFFINDOR!" the hat screeched, and my new friends cheered.

Two Months Later

Astra, my snow-white owl, flew down to land on my shoulder, and I couldn't shake my bad feeling. I took the letter from her beak, screaming out when I read it.

Staria,

My dear loved daughter, oldest and beautiful, your mother, whom you are a spitting image of, has had an accident, she is dead, the funeral will be during Christmas holiday. You and I must stay strong for Luna, she was there, watch out for the Nargles, they make grief even less bearable.

With always Love,

Daddy.

Seamus grabbed me and pulled me into a tight hug, I stayed in his arms crying for several hours. Dumbledore excused us from class. I will always love Seamus for what he did, comforted me for weeks and weeks. Him and his mother even came to the funeral, it changed me, and he didn't mind.

At the Funeral

I held Luna on my hip, as she stared sadly at Mum. Daddy gripped my hand, and Seamus had an arm around my shoulder, offering comfort.

"Is Mummy in the sky as a pretty angel now, Star?" Luna asked me with her big blue eyes, looking at her was like looking at Mum, and it hurt.

"Yes sweetie, sitting on the moon and gazing at her moon and star." I sobbed into her hair.

Daddy let go of my hand and went to talk to other people, Seamus took the chance to go to my other side and grip my hand.

"It's going to be okay, I promise, it gets easier. Just remember we all love you." he gestured to himself, then all of my friends at the funeral, but I loved him most, more than I probably should have at that age.

Two Years Later

'I must look after Luna I must look after Luna' I chanted in my head, Daddy said to look after her, Daddy said don't be separated.

"Luna Lovegood." my poor sister, she was already different, I knew I could trust Ron's sister to look after her in Gryffindor.

"RAVENCLAW!" The hat bellowed.

"NO! WE HAVE TO STAY TOGETHER! PLEASE, PLEASE DON'T SEPARATE US! SHE IS MUCH BRAVER THAN ME, PLEASE!" In jumped up and pleaded, tears streaming down my face, they would treat her and her beliefs badly. I found true friends, but there was no way she could.

", please sit down, where she is placed is in her best interest." McGonagall stated.

"He BEST INTEREST! Is to stay with her SISTER!" I yelled, as Harry, Hermione, Ron, Dean, Neville, Seamus and the Weasley twins tried to get me to sit.

"Calm down she'll be okay, like you said, she is braver than you; and it took courage to stand up like that." Seamus whispered, looking at me with pleading eyes, I sat, and again wallowed in my grief.

One Year Later

He was there, Ron saw him, Sirius Black, we are all dead. I was panicking, sitting in between Dean and Seamus, shaking. What about Luna, was she okay, was she scared. If he was in the Ravenclaw Common Room, would her housemates help her or abandon her? I started crying, Dean and Seamus hugged me, and I cried into Seamus' shoulder for the umpteenth time since we met.

"We'll be fine, she'll be fine, everything is fine. Life goes on, goodness never gives up, love conquers all." he whispered, and I turned to him with a small smile.

"Have you been reading muggle novels again?" I teased happily.

"Maybe I have, maybe I haven't, I'll never tell." and with that, I loved him even more.

One Year Later

"Um, so Star, since your like, a girl and I'm a boy, would you like to go to the Yule Ball with me?" Seamus asked, my heart soared until he added, "As friends of course."

"Sure." I forced a smile, and he gave me a genuine, adorable Irish smile of his, man I had it bad.

Several Months Later

"He isn't back I don't believe you!" Seamus cried at Harry, I had just about enough of this.

"Seamus, he IS back, there IS a war coming, we ARE in danger, believe it now, or wish you had later." I hissed at him, I loved him so much, but he had a thick skull, his eyes softened.

"Sorry Harry." he scoffed and I dragged him away, while kids all around snickered.

One Year Later

"What did she do? Are you okay Star?" Seamus demanded answers as I clutched my hand and grimaced in pain, I've cried myself out over the years.

"I, She, I shouldn't have said anything, but she was being dreadful. She used blood quills, look!" I stuttered out, showing him the words on my hand that read, 'I shall not speak out of turn.'

Then Pulling up my sleeve to show him another that read, 'I shall not threaten teachers.' which I smirked at.

"What did you say?" he asked with a smile.

"I told her that when I'm fighting in the war that is bond to come, I'm going to find her and kill her myself." I said matter-of-factly.

"And your bite IS worse than your bark." He teased, and hugged me tighter.

Months Later

"Good job." Harry told Seamus and me ass we made our Patronus' in the DA meeting.

"Look, they're both foxes, what do you say to that?" I said tilting my head, and giggling as mine chased my baby sister's Hare around the room.

"I say it makes us even closer than we thought we were." Seamus replied, I sighed as they faded.

Weeks Later

"YOU DO NOT HURT MY SISTER!" I shrieked at the death eater that had his wand pointed to Luna, I was so angry I didn't need to utter the spell to stun the masked man.

I grabbed my sister and we ran with Neville, hexing and cursing every which way. What had Luna gotten me into this time? Just them we were grabbed, threatened with death if Harry didn't give a crazy women a prophecy.

"Don't do it Harry." Neville exclaimed.

"We'll be fine, just do what you need to do, we can fight for ourselves." I cried, willing him to do what was right for everyone instead of just us.

His last family member pushed through the veil, the Order of the Pheonix saving us.

One Year Later

We had to fight again, I found my sister first when the death eaters got into Hogwarts, but it was hard, and it wasn't rewarded well. Dumbledore was dead, and even though I thought I would never cry again, I sobbed and screamed for weeks, a person can only take so much in one life. Like I said my sister is much braver than me. It was all going to end soon though, I felt it.

I woke up, I'm fine, in my bed, tomorrow Luna and I were to go back to Hogwarts. What was going to happen this time.

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