Lily's pov

Every morning this happens I get woken up by Jonah screaming. I get kept up all night because of him.

As I stand up to walk to my wardrobe I get a shooting pain go down my spine, it today, 19th of February, they day mum died.

Every year, since I lived with dad, we go to the graveyard at 8:30 we buy here flowers on the way there. But this year it half nine an hour late he didn't wake me up it's like he has forgotten.

I get up go to my wardrobe get my clothes and wander to the bath room as I open my bedroom door I see him, shannay and Jonah all sitting there with big smile on their faces. He has defiantly forgotten I feel my eyes swelling up and I run to the bath room. How could he have forgotten his wife, I mean shannay is only his girlfriend.

"I'm going to the park" I call as I grab shadow and walk out the door. No reply, that doesn't shock me on bit.

Meanwhile at the dumping ground

"Johnny why do you even go to that athletics club your rubbish at sports" Tyler screams

"He could beat you any day and at least he is doing something instead of sitting around doing nothing" Tee shouts back at him.

"Mike I'm going now I should be back around 12:00" Johnny shout loud enough for mike to hear.

"Ok, make sure you are back on time"

"Ok I will"

On the way to the park

I stop as shadow does his business and I see a mum with 3 kids laughing playing all together, it reminds me of when we was altogether me, mum ,poppy and Rosie.

I sit on a bench for a while but I can't help it but I just cry. I cover my face and just stroke shadow for a while and sit on the bench day dreaming.

Johnny pov

"Come everybody keep on running you still have 5 more laps to go you want to keep fit now don't you" screamed the coach.

"God this is so much effort" moaned Johnny

"I know we still have 5 laps I don't even know why I am doing this" replied jay, Johnny's running buddy.

"Who cares we only have a little while left, so let's get it over and done with" Johnny replied.