I do not own Grey's Anatomy wish I did though!

This is set in season 6 episode 2. I am going to rewrite the rest of season 6 so basically Izzy never leaves.

"You made me love you, you made me let you in and then you freaking died in my arms" Alex screamed.

That's when I held him.

I finally understood what he was going through.

He was scared.

He thought I was going to die in his arms.

"Alex, I'm not going to die. I may have cancer but I am not going to die" I said

"You died in my arms" Alex said, he was blubbering he was on the brink of crying, "you died... in my arms.. you died right in my arms. You you were fine and then you were gone"

"It's ok. It won't happen again. I promise" I said

"I love you Izzy, I love you so much." Alex said

"I love you too" I said "now I want you to help me with something"

"Anything" whispered Alex

"See all these candles... I lit them for you. You see we are married now and-" I said

"One step ahead of you" said Alex as he carried her to the King sized bed in Derek's trailer

"You know ...this is .. Derek's... bed" I whispered between kisses

"so-" said Alex'

"Derek and Mer have probably had sex in this bed hundreds of times" I said

"I.. don't care" Said Alex

Izzy and Alex continued kissing.

They were truly enjoying themselves for the first time since Izzy got cancer.

Since George died.

Since they got married.

"Actually this is weird..." said Alex

"Too weird" I said

"... Come on" said Alex

"Where are we going?" I asked

"A hotel... we have to finish what you started." Alex said

"You're not blaming me are you?"I asked

"No Izzy I love you we are going to a hotel because I don't want..." Alex said

"Don't want what?"I asked

"... You know what Shepherd said to me today." Asked Alex

"No, what?" I said shaking my head

"He said: I've consummated mine. How's that going for you Karev. I don't want to the place we 'consummate' our marriage to be somewhere shepherd and Mer have already had sex a hundred times." Said Alex

"Let's go to a hotel" I said

They left Derek's trailer

Got into Alex's car and drove

"Where are we going?" I asked

"How about the Archerfeild?" asked Alex

"It could be like our honeymoon..." I said

*** At the Hotel ***

"Hello, I'd like to book the honeymoon suite if that's possible" said Alex

"When for?" Asked the Concierge

"Tonight.."I said

"I don't think we have the honeymoon suite available for tonight... I'm sorry" said the concierge

"Can you please check" I said

"Ok..."said the concierge as she typed something into the computer "you're in luck we have the honeymoon suite available til Friday"

"Ok thanks can we please book it until then" said Alex

I was excited I was actually going to have a real honeymoon

After all the cancer and everything, we had a really rocky start to our marriage

Hopefully now we can start our lives as a married couple

"Ok.. the room is on the 13th floor... suite 213" said the concierge

"Thank you so much" said Izzy giggling

*** in the hotel room***

"ok let's do this thing" I said

"you're making sex something we have done before, by the way sound much harder than it should, if you're not ready we can wait Izzy" said Alex

"No... no Alex I do not won't to stop I want to do this" I said

"ok Iz" Alex said, kissing her

They continued to kiss passionately.

"I love you so much Alex"

"I love you too"

***the next morning***

"hey" I whispered

"Morning" Alex said looking around

"I've been thinking I think we should start looking for an apartment or something" I said

"What so we don't have to walk in on McDreamy and Mer doing the McNasty on the McStairs" said Alex

"Hahaha are you.. haha are you trying to imitate Christina?" I asked

"What did I get it wrong?" Alex asked laughing

"No no aww I love you" I said

"I have to go to work" said Alex

"Ok I'll come with you" I said

"Are you sure you just left the hospital yesterday" said Alex

"Alex I left as a patient.. but today I am a doctor... well I won't be working but-" I said

"It's ok. Let's go back to work" said Alex