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I have at least four other fanfics incomplete but this pairing would not let me be! I am not the biggest Star Wars fan (more of a Potterhead). This is a fix it fic. Let me know what you think!

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Chapter 1

"Ben!" Kylo Ren heard him yell. He needed to find the scavenger. He needed the map to Skywalker. That would cement his position. It would be the ultimate victory. He would finally prove to the Supreme Leader that there was only dark in his heart. Kylo had a realization then. Han Solo would be the ultimate test of his alliance to the dark side.

"Han Solo. I've been waiting for this day for a long time." He said with a steady voice. Kylo hoped that he sounded steady and strong. The fact was that he was shaking.

"Take off that mask. You don't need it." The older man said. When did he become so old?

"What do you think you'll see if I do?" It was time to face the man. Kylo wanted to stall and get the moment over with at the same time.

"The face of my son." Han Solo said confidently. He was closer, Kylo had not been this close to him in almost fifteen years.

"Your son is gone. He was weak and foolish like his father." There was no turning back. Ben Solo died. He died that night when his uncle Luke tried to kill him.

"That's what Snoke wants you to believe. But it's not true. My son is alive." Han Solo's pleading voice called out.

"No. The Supreme Leader is wise." Kylo was sure. This was the way. He needed to prove himself. He had to be stronger. It was the way of the Sith. He would continue Darth Vader's legacy.

"Snoke is using you for your power. When he gets what he wants, he'll crush you. You know it's true." Han solo grasped at the truth. Kylo's face remained stoic. It would not do well for the man to know that he was correct.

"It's too late." A mad plan hatched in his head. He would lull Solo into things that he could get him away from his destiny.

"No, it's not. Leave here with me. Come home. We miss you." His voice was honest. Kylo looked at his eyes and saw inside. He'd always been excellent with the force. It was very easy for him to know what everyone thought, he was attuned to everyone and it was overwhelming. It always had been. They were all noisy. His master had taught him to block it. Skywalker taught him as well but sometimes he was weak.

"I'm being torn apart. I want to be free of this pain. I know what I have to do but I don't know if I have the strength to do it. Will you help me?" It was the honest truth. Kylo needed to kill this man to be free of all the light. The pull of the light was still in him. He needed to squash it. He had to be strong now.

"Yes, anything." Han said. Kylo dropped the helmet and then offered the lightsaber. It was time now. He would ignite the saber and end this man's life.

Han put a hand on the saber and pulled. All Kylo had to do was use the force and light it. The younger man looked at his father. He could not do it.

Kylo remembered when Ben Solo was still alive. He remembered when he was young and he would take him to the Falcon and teach him to fly. Kylo could not do it.

"Ben. Give it. We have to go now." Han said.

"I have to kill you." Kylo said openly.

Han caressed his face. "Ben, I will protect you I swear but we have to go now."

Kylo laughed, there was a time when little Ben Solo only wanted to his daddy. He would come and play music and scare the voice away. It had been the Supreme Leader speaking to him back then. Kylo opened his eyes wide. He had been young and scared. His mother was busy with the New Republic. Han had been away for another adventure with Chewie.

Han however had come back when his mother sent word. Ben Solo was eight years old and had a fit. He shattered all the things in his room and said that a voice called to him. Leia called her brother too. Master Skywalker however was nowhere to be found. He had been in a retreat with his new apprentices. It was not the first time it happened but this was serious.

Han came back and did the best that he could with Ben. Leia tried too but Ben was scared and the voice said that it would kill Leia if she was near. He did not say anything about daddy. So Ben clung to his father. Daddy had made it better. He would play music as loud as it would go. He would dance with him until he dropped from sleep from tiredness.

Leia had tried. They both had and then Skywalker came and saw him. He put him to sleep for a few days.

Leia made him his favorite breakfast and told him. He would go train with Skywalker. He would be a Jedi. Ben frowned; he would have to leave and daddy had just come back. "I don't want to leave. I want to stay with daddy." Ben yelled and cried. He broke all the glass; he virtually destroyed the Senate quarters where he and his mother lived.

"Ben!" Han said. "Son, we have to go now."

Kylo Ren looked at him. The Supreme Leader would punish him for this failure. He could not kill him as much as he focused on the darkness. Han Solo and the girl needed to leave at once.

He did not move. He was done with the light and with the dark side. Kylo needed to be free of it all. "Leave now. He will be here soon. Take the girl too. She has the map to Skywalker." Kylo said finally.

"I am not leaving you behind. Not again Ben; I failed you before. I will not fail you now." Han said and grabbed his hand.

Kylo looked at the man and nodded. They ran out of Starkiller base. He was clearheaded; his mind was sharp as it had not been in years. Snoke did not know yet. Not for sure; he sensed a disturbance in the force. It was not clear yet. It would not be clear until Kylo stopped being Kylo and became Ben Solo in the Falcon.

He saw the scavenger and FN-2187. He also saw Chewie board the Millennium Falcon. His father threw away his lightsaber. Ben looked for it.

"What are you doing?" Ben yelled at his father.

His father looked at him and grabbed his face. "Not Kylo Ren. You are Ben Solo again and Ben Solo does not have a Sith lightsaber.

"I have to defend myself." Ben sputtered as he summoned his lightsaber.

"Ben, we will find crystals for another. I will give you a blaster." Ben nodded and got into the Falcon.

"Chewie, start her up. We have to go now." His father continued saying.

Ben saw as the resistance attacked the base. It started as a dull ache. He tried to breathe deeply and relax. He tried to do the meditation Skywalker taught him years ago. He cleared the table and started. He worked on it as his father spoke to the scavenger and FN-2187

He blanked his mind and worked on his breathing. Ben however could hear them argue. He heard snippets here and there.

"He's Kylo Ren." FN 2187 said.

"His name is Ben." His father replied testily.

The scavenger girl spoke up, "he's the Jedi Killer. He tortured me and Poe. Why are we taking him back to Resistance quarters? This could be a trap." The girl continued.

Ben sighed. He could not lie and get away with something like that. Snoke knew that the pull from the light was stronger and that it began to win over the darkness. Ben concentrated on keeping his feelings balanced. It would not do for it to begin now.

"I promised to bring him back and I will." His father continued to speak. Chewie growled and howled from the co-pilot seat.

"Rey, listen to him. Solo is going to give him to General Organa. He will be tried for his crimes." FN-2187.

"Leia and I will discuss Ben's place. You two are to keep quiet about what happened here. Do you understand me?" His father finished.

They must have assented. Ben did not know. It had begun. Snoke knew of Kylo Ren's betrayal and was furious. Ben felt the voice once more.