Heart of a half demon

I can't think of what to write,
I can't think of what to say,
I can't think of what to do,
When my life is completely gray,

There's so much pain inside of me,
That I want to explain,
But I don't know how,
Because you're driving me insane,

I tried everything I can,
To get hold of you,
But you never answer your phone,
And I don't know what to do,

I did everything I can to move on,
And let you go,
But my heart and my mind won't.
Because you still have my soul,

Part of me still loves you,
Part of me don't,
Part of me wants you back,
Because I don't want to be alone,

But you don't see the hurt and pain,
That you're causing me,
You don't see how much I still love you,
Even when everything isn't how it used to be,

Everyday I try to smile,
But there's no reason for me to,
Everyday I try to keep my head up,
Even when you broke my heart to two,

I tried everything I can to keep our relationship going,
But it seems like you don't want to,
I tried to be there for you,
Even when you don't love me anymore.

But I got to move on,
Because you're in the past,
I don't want to keep holding on to you,
When our relationship didn't last,

I wish my heart could let you go,
And my mind stop thinking about you,
But whatever I tried to do,
It seems like I won't stop loving you,

You were my lover,
My everything,
And now that your gone,
I have no wings,

But I wish you understand how I feel,
And what I'm trying to say,
I tried to tell you so many times before,
But you always walked away,

I'm sick of being nice,
And getting all the blame,
I did nothing wrong in our relationship,
Because I wasn't the one who was playing games,

I gave you my heart,
And my soul,
I made you part of my life,
And now it's heard for me to let you go,

Even though you did me wrong,
And caused me pain,
I still can't fine a way,
To be happy again,

You were my light,
And my sun,
You were my angel,
When I had no one,

But you left me,
When I had nobody around,
You walked out on me,
When my heart was on the ground,

And now I'm lying on my bed crying,
Because of this poem that I'm writing,
I don't know what to do anymore,
Because my heart is on the floor,

I'm sick of the dark nights,
And the cold days,
I'm sick of crying over you,
When everything isn't the same,

So this poem has to come to an end,
And also the love I have for you to,
Because I can't keep holding on to you for the rest of my life,
When you don't love me no more boo,

So have a good life,
Because now our relationship is over
And I hope you know,
that you're no longer my Lover..

how much you've hurt me..

By demon master syou

Give me your heart