My confession part 2
He took her to the diner and took a seat opposite her. "Look Sara, I have no idea what is going on with you but I need you to hear this, since day one I have been in love with you, everytime I saw you smile or heard you laugh my heart would flutter and my stomach would do somesaults. You mean everything to me and I would never hurt you but I've never had the guts to tell you I was always afraid. Afraid that our friendship would be ruined, that you wouldn't care or worse hate me. So there i've said it, I love you."
He looked down at his hands and waited for her to speak.
"I don't."
He looked up at her she didn't look upset just angry, maybe it was time to unleash her anger on him. "Don't what?"
Their eyes met. "I dont hate you." Her voice rose. "Im angry at you and at the people that took you. I care about you too but you left and got yourself kidnapped. Every moment we were apart I felt more guilty that we didn't spend more time together and that it was you down there and so I tried to do everything I could. But there was this little part of me that wanted you to stay down, so you knew how much you were killing me and so you knew how much it hurt that we weren't as close anymore. Knowing that you've changed its a horrible feeling, knowing that you won't be the same again makes me want to go on a murdering spree. You left me, you were taken." She whispered the last part and broke of in tears. He moved round and brought her into his arms, he felt her stiffen. "I can't do this, I can't get close to you, I can't care for you because whenever I do you always get hurt. You mean everything to me and if anything else happens to you I will not only kill the person that did it, I would kill myself." She moved from his arms began to mutter things under her breath. "I wish things would go back to the way they were before because everything was alright then. Now we are all broken and unfixable." She moved from their table and turned to face him. She leaned down and kissed him. "Everytime im with you I feel everything but happiness. As much as I want it, I want you to be ok more." They shared a goodbye kiss and then parted.