Never going back.

Summary: Phoebe's thoughts on Bethezar and her love for him and Cole.

Disclaimer: I don't own Charmed.

I hated fighting against the new Source; I hated that the man I loved, no love is the demon once again. He used to be so loving and not he's nothing more than obsessive. He's been going around and manipulating those around me. Only my sisters are left at my side, everyone else believes that he and I are still together. I have to admit that I still love him, but I won't go back.

I've changed too much to go back to him; I've grown too close to Coop to be with Bethezar. I know he'll try something, but nothing will happen if and when he does. I know I still love him, but I will not go back.