May 19, 2004
Buffy,
Know I shouldn't be writing you right now. Bloody unfair to let you know I'm alive just in time for me to die again. Should have called you right when I came back. Had a bunch of reasons why I didn't. Truth was I was just scared.
Peaches said today we're supposed to spend today doing whatever we want. Something I've wanted to do since I came back, something I should have said to you since the last time I saw you. Figure this is my last chance to tell you.
I love you too.
Spike