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My name is Yue.

I was once known as one of the guardians of the Clow cards. When Clow my original creature passed on he sealed me in the book of Clow to await the arrival of my new master. Imagine my surprise when it turned out to be a little girl named Sakura Kinomoto who defeated me.

When she first awakened me my heart was cold and barren from Clow's death.

I probable would have stayed like that forever if I hadn't met my one true love, Toya Kinomoto, her brother.

I should have just been Sakura's guardian. I should have just ignored the feelings he stirred up inside of me, like a good guardian.

But he gave me and my other form Yukito his magic so we could live. He said he cared for me…loved me. The first time we kissed I was shocked and a little scared, but it felt so wonderfully right. For the first time in my life I felt loved.

He was my best friend, my boyfriend, my soul mate. He spent his whole life with me and Yukito, but as time passed nature took its course and the people dearest to us died.

First it was Fuijtaka, Tomoyo, Syaoran and then finally Sakura. Her death hurt the worst of all.

I had come to love her as a sister. I couldn't have asked for a better master or a better friend than Sakura. I knew Toya wasn't long for this world and I held his hand till the end. Even in his final moments all he could think about was me, stupid selfless Toya always caring for others more than himself. He told me to live the rest of my life the way I wanted. He said he loved me and that we'd meet again someday.

Then he died. Along with all of my happiness.

Rubymoon took my place as guardian to the new Clow master. Sakura and Syaoran's daughter May. Kero told me to do what I had to do to be happy.

In my desperation I went to find an old friend of Clow's called Yuko.


Yours Truly,

Lacy Fairgold