How do I love my Goku, you ask? Honestly I don't know how you can't fall in love with someone like him..He is this selfless hero of the Earth..He puts the sake of everyone over himself. He is far more selfless than I could ever hope to be. It's one of the things I fell in love with. How could I explain it better to you..? One moment with Goku is worth all the years of waiting..To hear his laugh..Oh, my Goku has a wonderful laugh that brightens up a room. It's quiet now, the sound absent from our home. When he smiles I can't help but smile with him..It warms my heart.
I used to watch him walk through that door every single day. It was a simple thing but each time he would leave I would worry..Wondering if he would make it back. So when he came home saying
"Hiya, Chichi" in that happy tone he always did..It would warm my heart and sometimes I would almost cry. Simple things meant a lot to me. Dinner with the family at the table..That was a time I treasured so greatly. I knew something could take away my Goku at any time so I made sure to take time to savor the moment.
My favorite time was when we could be alone..During the day he would hold me, being so gentle as if I were a piece of glass. We would talk and he would apologize..so sincerely for putting me through this. But I would always place my hands on his cheeks, give him that smile he loved to see, and tell him that he didn't ever need to apologize for being such an amazing man. Nights were also my favorite..When he fell asleep I would lay awake, taking time to memorize his face..every feature so that I could save it for a rainy day.
I didn't want to forget a single memory or moment..I want to treasure him and the memory also..Thinking of never seeing his smiling face until the day I take my last breath..It breaks my heart but I don't have time to crumble. I have kids who need me and I have to make him proud. He is entrusting me with raising our children..So I guess..until we meet again my love that this is goodbye..I never thought I would have to say those words' Chichi thought as she looked out the window, tears brimming in her eyes but a smile was upon her face. She was thankful for her life, thankful for Goku. The woman would never regret it and she would do it all over again just to be with him again.
A few tears slid down her cheeks, hands clutching the rim of the sink before footsteps could be heard behind her that she easily recognized as Gotens.
"Hey mom! Mom!" Goten yelled excitedly as he entered the room and clutched at the hem of her dress. Chichi quickly wiped the tears away and turned to her son with a smile.
"What is it Goten?" She asked calmly, smiling a bit more about how much the young child took after her husband.
"I found a really big frog outside! Come see, come see!" Goten bounced before taking her hand and pulling his mom out the door. Chichi couldn't help but laugh, her facials softening.
"Alright, Alright." She said before looking to the sky.
'He is a lot like you, Goku. I wish you could see him..'