Disclaimer: Hetalia doesn't belong to me, it's property of Hidekaz Himaruya.
Once again Alfred. Once again I'm crying for you.
Today is July 3rd, and it's raining, just like in that day. I believe the weather really shows my feelings. Only one more day, and then it'll be your birthday.
I don't know why, but...I was selfishly hoping you to come to my place today. Yes, today I'm depressed, but not drunk yet, as you can notice. You know why. Because you left me that same day, only it was on 1783.
Were you that unhappy with me? Didn't I give you all the best I had? Did you enjoy the time we spend together? If you did, then, why did you leave me?
I know you couldn't afford the things my people told you to do, but...it wasn't my fault. You know it wasn't, so...Why are you so happy for leaving me?
I'm not angry with you for that action. I'm angry with you because you left me, without any word to comfort me. I cried, I recognise it...but at least you could have said something...you could have said that you'd miss me, or something like that...I wouldn't kill for talking to me then. I needed you to talk to me, to tell me that I wasn't going to be alone, that I'd always be your family...but you didn't. You didn't say even a word. A simple "I'm sorry" or an "I'll miss you" would have been okay. I won't say to you " Happy birthday" with a smile on my face, but I want you to know that, doesn't matter what happens, you can always count with my help. I will always be here for you Alfred...
-That's it. I'll finish it, and then I'll send it to him...
-You don't have to send it, Artie, I'll read it here and now.- said a voice behind me.
-A-A-Al, wh-what are you doing here? How did you get into my house?
-The door was...never mind. Hero's ways are always mysterious.- said him, with a smile in his face-Now let me see that letter of yours.
-N-no! Leave it! I don't wan- I was interrupted by Alfred, who took "nicely" the letter from my hands. He read it quickly, and then he looked at me. I blushed. "He shouldn't have read the letter today!"
-Arthur...-he looked me directly in the eyes- Is this the way you've felt all this years?
I didn't know what to answer... should I tell him the truth? How would he react?
-Arthur, answer me.
-I...Yes Alfred, that's how I've been feeling since that day...I-I just wanted you to know, that's why I wrote that...
-You're so silly- he huged me, and I didn't know what to do- If you wanted me to tell you those things, you could have said it. I'd have done it with all my heart...
-A-Al...I'm so sorry...
-You don't have to say sorry. I should have to apologize.- he looked me in the eyes again- I'm sorry Arthur. Can you forgive me?
-Y-you idiot. I've forgiven you long ago...
...Because I'll always forgive your mistakes...I know you really well...
I hope you are happy because of your party, and I'm sorry, but I won't go.
Have a happy birthday,
Your brother, Arthur Kirkland.
I hope you liked it! I do like the USxUK couple, but I wanted to put in this fanfic the relationship they have as brothers first. I really hoped it was well written, 'cause I'm still studying English- I only have one more year- and I don't know if it's okay.
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