Dick was a coward that's all Jason could think about in the moment. He just couldn't understand why he couldn't bring himselft to say it. No one would ever judge him for saying the true.
Well Bruce might, well not might Bruce would definetly judge him, but Goldie couldn't just keep it inside him until he explode, and if Bruce was actually an ass to him after he talked to him, well it was Bruce lost.
It was that Jason just couldn't understand why would Dick ever wanted Bruce aprovation. Besides being really really really difficult to get, it came with the expensive price of his soul sell to the justice and one's full time expend it in costume.
And anyway Jason didn't have batman's aprovation and he was more than happy well not happy but close enough.
Heck he didn't even care for what the Bat thought. He could kill who ever he wanted and Bruce oppinion was shit to him. Well perhaps Dick just didn't wanted to be like Jason.
Goldie had always been different from him.
Always trying to be perfect for everyone and everything. He couldn't let himself to fail no one and if he did he would fell into a great depression pit and get himself away from everything, god he really was a coward.
Well he wanted to please everyone except himself. And it was just freacking exausting to see him destroy himself like that, but that wasn't Jason's problem.
Actually right now Jason's problem was Black mask and "Bruce's no kill rule", since well it was Bruce who sent him on this mission and didn't let him more option than to accept.
He would have to take down all Black mask's army without killing no one. And even if he wasn't under Batman's command any longer, or if he didn't care what he thought of him, he was sure as hell he didn't wanted Batman keeping a close eye on him, even if it would be great to see Batsy face when he shot a bullet right in the middle of the head Black mask.
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Author's note: Well I have NO idea what that was but thanks for reading anyway.